One Shots (Justlena/Jelena)

Is It Enough?

How can two people in love feel like it's just not enough?

Selena is now 21 years old and is madly in love with her boyfriend of 3 years Justin but she feels that he doesn't feel the same way.

He tells her he loves her and only her everyday. But he never shows it. One day he's with her making her feel like she's the only girl in the world. But the next day he's in another country hanging out with a bunch of models.

He reminds her that they mean nothing but she seems to not believe him anymore.

She wants to believe him, but she just can't.

Everyday she goes on twitter and Instagram to see hundreds of pictures of Justin out doing random things with random girls and it gets to her. Then she calls him and he tells her they're just friends.

So how come he spends more time with his friends than his own girlfriend?

After having a long talk with her best friend last night, she decided to call her so called "boyfriend" who was currently outside with his friends, water skiing and drinking beers.

He heard his phone ring in his pocket before pulling out to see "Sel <3" flash on the screen bringing a smile on his face. "Excuse me" he says to his phone before hitting the answer button.

"Hey baby" he smiled only for Selena to sigh on the other side of the line. She loved it when he called her baby, but she still has the feeling he calls everyone that now.

"Hey" she sighed making Justin ask what was wrong. "Nothing" she lied which he quickly picked up on. He walked away from the crowd so he can have a little privacy. Something he never had in the past 5 years.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked once again. "Nothing. I just wanted to know when you were going to be back in town" She told him. "I don't know. Soon" he laughed but didn't hear her soft giggle he's been dying to hear causing him to stop.

"Sel is everything ok?" He asked her and she sighed once again. "Not really. But this really isn't something we should talk about over the phone" she told him making him even more confused than he was before. "Well this is the only way we get to talk so talk" he snapped now getting frustrated making her cringe. "I said we'll talk about it later. I really don't want to do this over the phone" she said just before she pulled the phone away from her ear to hang up but then heard his sweet voice on the other end telling her to wait.

"Please just tell me what's going on? I really don't want to sit here and worry about you not knowing what's wrong" he said frowning at the thought of the love of his life being upset about something.

"I think we need to take a break. For good" she said as they both felt tears coming down their cheeks. "Wait, what? Why?" He asked wiping the tears away. "It's just, I don't even know what you want anymore Justin. One day you're telling me you want me and only me but then the next you're out with other girls and I can't keep letting you hurt me like this Justin" she cried out making his heart drop to the pit of his stomach.

"Selena I told you it's only you. None of these girls mean nothing to me. So what? I hang out with them, doesn't mean I feel something towards them" he snapped trying to keep his voice down.

"That's not the point Justin! The point is, you spend more time with them then you do with me and it's like you don't even bother to show me you still love me! I can't keep living my life with someone who tells me one thing but acts like something else!" She yelled as more tears fell from her eyes.

She was right. He knew she was. He can't even remember the last time he even tried to make her feel loved.

"So what? You're just going to leave me? You won't even give me a chance to make things right?" He asked as anger started to build up inside of him.

"I gave you a million chances Justin! It's been two fucking years! I'm sorry but I can't keep giving you another chance only for you to do the same thing every fucking time" she yelled at him making him clutch his phone trying not to say something he'll regret.

"I've been hurting for two years and I know you have too. But we both have our reasons and we both need to try to fix them. And I'm trying to fix one of them. I'm sorry. I love you and I always will, but I can't keep doing this. Goodbye Justin" and with that, she hung up before leaning against the wall and fell to the ground as she wrapped her arms around her legs and cried.

Once he heard the line go dead, he packed up his stuff and went back into the house he was currently renting for the weekend and went straight into his room. He sat down and went straight to his phone and looked at all of the pictures of him and his girlfriend, wiping the tears that fell onto his screen as he thought about everything that went wrong in his life.

"You alright man?" Za asked knocking on his door. "No" Justin replied not caring how much of a pussy he looked right now.

"What happened?" Za asked sitting down next to him. "She left me" he said almost in a whisper. Za looked down at his phone to see a picture of Justin lifting up Selena with big smiles on the faces as there foreheads rested on one another. It was at the Under The Mistletoe conference when she came with him. He remembers that because Justin used to talk about that day all the time.

"Why did she break up with you?" Za asked hoping Justin wouldn't punch him for asking. "She thinks I don't love her because I never spend time with her and I never try to put any effort in our relationship" Justin answered as Za sighed in relief glad that Justin didn't freak out on him.

"Well why don't you just go see her and spend time with her and show her that you do love her?" Za pitched the idea making Justin look at him in confusion but then smiled at the idea.

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"I know it's hard but you'll make it through" Demi said as her arms were wrapped around her best friend who has been crying all day.

"I just don't understand why he turned into some douchebag" Selena said in between sniffles. "Because he's a guy. Every guy is a douchebag" Demi laughed making Selena chuckle as she wiped her tear-stained cheeks.

*ding dong*

"Who could that be?" The two girls asked at the same time making each other giggle. "Hold on" Selena said getting up from the couch and made her way over to the door before reaching for the doorknob and slowly opened the door to reveal her handsome, tattooed covered, muscular ex boyfriend with a bouquet of roses in his hand covering half his face but she could tell he was pouting behind them because she knew him that well.

"What are you doing here Justin?" She asked crossing her arms across her chest. "You were right. I've been a terrible boyfriend the past few years and I'm sorry. You deserve better than me. You deserve someone who will make you feel loved and someone who will never make you doubt their love for you. And also you deserve these flowers. Because they're beautiful. And you deserve to have beautiful things in life. And wow that sounded way more cheesier than it did in my head" he laughed making her giggle.

"Hey Selena. My mom called I gotta go home. I'll come over tomorrow ok?" Demi said as she walked up to the ex couple. "Justin" she scowled as she looked him up an down making him feel nervous. "Demi. You look lovely today" he smiled making her roll her eyes as she walked away to her car and drove off. "She hates me doesn't she?" He asked Selena who stood their not knowing what to say. "Got it" he nodded taking it as a yes. "Well anyways I just came to say I'm sorry and give you these" he said handing her the roses. "Really? That's all you wanted?" She asked thinking there was something else he wanted. "No. That's all. I'm not gonna try to get you back because you deserve someone better than me and we both know that" he said before she cut him off. "So you're just gonna give up on us?" She asked as tears came up to her eyes once again making his heart drop at the sight of her so broken. "I didn't think you'd want me to keep fighting" he said taking a step closer to her. "Of course I want you to keep fighting Justin! I'm not gonna let three years of us just to go to waste!" She admitted making him wrap his arms around her shoulders as she cried into his chest.

"Shh don't cry. I'm not going anywhere. I love you and only you. I'm not letting you go, ever" he said kissing the top of her head as her arms wrapped around his waist, holding on tight, praying he won't be leaving anytime soon.

I want you all to myself

And nobody else, yeah.

I only got one life

And I only want to live it with you.