Zayn: “And that I’ll fight my corner, maybe tonight I’ll call ya, after my blood turns into alcohol, no, I just wanna hold ya.” I stared down at my phone debating on whether or not I should call [Y/N] tonight. We haven’t gotten the chance to talk since we both decided our last argument. Fighting is normal in a relationship, but for it to be such a constant factor of our relationship isn’t healthy. [Y/N] would always find something to complain about and make it into a big argument lately. I’m not one to sit there and be yelled at over something I have no control over, so I leave. As soon as I know she’s going to start yelling I just get up and walk out the door and end up on the same barstool drinking my frustration away. She’s never home when I return to our flat and I always end up in the situation where I don’t know if I should call her or not. After our arguments I’d rather just lay in bed with my arms wrapped around her waist. Her resting her head on my chest. Instead she vanishes for a few days, avoiding me as if I were the one in the wrong. I have yet to tell her how badly I’ve fallen in love with her…but at this rate I don’t think she’d care.
Liam: “All I want is the taste that your lips allow.” We might have been skyping 3 times a day since we started this tour. Oh I definitely wasn’t complaining. I missed [Y/N] so much. As I stared back at her through my computer screen I found myself staring at her lips every few seconds. I’d give anything to have her lips pressed up against mine. “Are you even listening to me, Li?” She asked scrunching up her eyebrows and I gave her a swift nod. “Of course I’m listening, love.” I said shooting her a reassuring smile and she returned one forcing my eyes to fall back to her lips. “Okay I may have lied…I just really want to kiss you right now, [Y/N/N].” I said rather quickly making her giggle. I watched her bring her face closer to the computer until her lips were pressed up against the screen. I couldn’t contain my laughter as she continued to kiss the screen…well that was until she heard me laughing. “That’s very rude of you Liam. I was giving you a kiss the best way that I could think of. Apologize.” She said huffing, but that only made me laugh more. “You really think this is funny. We’ll see how funny it is when you come home and I won’t be kissing you anymore.” “Okay I’m sorry. You can’t do that to me. Would you really not kiss me anymore?” I asked with wide eyes. [Y/N] wouldn’t do that to me…I hope she wouldn’t. Her lips were the only thing I’ve been craving since I went away.
Harry: “Give me love like never before, ‘cause lately I’ve been craving more.” Sitting in the car as we drove back home I wanted so badly to hold her hand. [Y/N]’s not one for PDA, so when she came to pick me up from the airport she only gave me a quick hug before hopping back into the car. It wasn’t what I was expecting entirely since I haven’t seen her in a few months. I wanted big kiss and tight hug from her that would take my breath away. I couldn’t help but glance her way every few seconds as we continued driving. I bit down on my lip so tempted to kiss her. But I didn’t’ want to cause an accident or anything. “Can you pull over?” “Harry we’re almost home. Why do you want me to stop?” “[Y/N] pull over okay.” I said softly and with one small glance over to me she pulled over on the side of the road and stared at me waiting for me to explain why I had her stop. I undid my seatbelt and hungrily pressed my lips to her catching her by surprise. It didn’t take her long to give in and return the kiss. “I’ve missed you so much, [Y/N].” I said against her lips and she kissed me harder.
Niall: “And it’s been a while but I still feel the same, maybe I should let you go.” “Sorry I’m calling you again tonight…” I spoke to [Y/N]’s voicemail for the 5th time today. “I know you said we couldn’t be friends, but I was thinking…maybe we can try. I love you too much to let you go completely. Can you please think it over? I just always want you to be apart of my life even if it’s only as my friend. I can handle that…can you? Will you please call me back? I’d like to talk to you even if it’s just for a minute. Hell I’d take a few seconds. Well uh I’ll try not to call you again today. Sorry about that by the way. I love you okay [Y/N] just as much as I did when we first said it…bye.” I quickly ended the call and tossed my phone aside. I ran my fingers through my matted hair letting out a frustrated sigh. I was so tempted to call her one more time. Just to see if she’d finally answer. Soon as I picked up my phone to ring her again it beeped. Signaling a new text message. It was from her…[Y/N] finally decided to respond to me. I could feel myself growing unease seriously wondering what she could have said in response to my last voice message. “No Niall. Sorry but can you please stop.” Letting out a uneasy sigh my eyes welled up and nodding my head. I’ll stop…I should stop doing this to myself…I’ll let her go. I’ll let [Y/N] go.
Louis: “Give love like her, ‘cause lately I’ve been waking up alone.” I laid in bed with Grace while she slept soundlessly. I glanced over at her just watching her sleep. It might sound a bit creepy, but I used to do this all the time with [Y/N]. Grace loves me, but it’s just not the same. I know it’s not good to compare your girlfriend to your ex. But [Y/N]’s love for me was like no other. She made me feel so different inside. I don’t think anyone can love me as much as [Y/N] loved me. But that’s what I want…I want Grace to love me like [Y/N] did. The love I got from [Y/N] had awoken my soul if that makes any sense at all. She’d given me the sweetest love I could have asked for. Maybe if Grace can love me like that I can forget [Y/N]…The thing is Grace does love me a lot and she tries really hard to show me how much she’s in love with me, but I can’t get [Y/N] out of my head. She’s the one that showed me a different side to love. Honestly…regardless if Grace can love me as much as [Y/N] I’ll never let her go. She’ll forever be in my heart. No matter how many girls come into my life.
