Komahina One Shots

-17-

A/N:  one shot number 17 here we go!  This one is based off the song "Rockabye" by idk who lol. Watch the video above to hear the song.  It's really good.  Ko and Hajime are married and have a son.  That's the premise.

"Call it love and devotion..."

He was dead.  My husband was dead.  My Nagito was dead.  Gone.  How could this be?  How could I look after our son, Micheal, without him?

"Call it the dad's adoration..."

But I knew that I had to take care of him.  He was my son after all and I loved him more than words could say.

"A special bond of creation..."

I looked into baby Michaels eyes.  They were so large and innocent.  He had no idea how hard life was going to be after this.  And I couldn't let him know.  No.  His life was going to be good.

"For all the single dad's out there..."

I was a single parent now.  There was nothing that I could do about that now.  I just had to love on Micheal.

"Going through frustration..."

But there was a certain amount of anger that was caused by Komaeda's death.  His suicide.  How could he do this to our child?  How was I supposed to care for him?

"Sing, make them hear..."

But I knew that Komaeda was dead and gone now.  There was nothing that I could do about it.  Now I just had to take care of Micheal.

"He works the night, by the water..."

I had a job, but it was low paying.  I was a cashier at the local grocery store next to the ocean.  I had night shift so I had to have Mahiru babysit Micheal while I was away.  It was a strain on both of us.

"He's gonna stress, so far away from his father's son..."

It was hard work, keeping Micheal happy and healthy.  It was exhausting.  I felt like I was drowning in a sea of fear.  Fear that I wouldn't be able to support my son.  Fear that I wouldn't be able to get him educated.  To feed him.  To clothe him.

"He just wants a life for his baby..."

I wanted Micheal to grow up.  Go to college.  Meet someone nice to marry.

"All on his own, no one will come, he's got to save him..."

It was my responsibility as a parent to make sure that Micheal got all of the good things in life.

"He tells him..."

So I would rock him into bed at night and sing to him.  "Oh love, no one's ever gonna hurt you love.  I am gonna give you all of my love.  Nobody matters like you."

"He tells him..."

As I continued rocking him I continued singing.  "Your life ain't gonna be nothing like my life.  You're gonna grow and have a good life.  I'm gonna do what I've got to do.  So rockabye, baby rockabye.  I'm gonna rock you, rockabye, baby don't you cry, somebody's got you.  Rockabye, baby rockabye...  baby, rockabye..."

"Now he got a six year old, trying to keep him warm, trying to keep out the cold..."

A/N:  well there you go.