SNOW WHITE ➸ BELLAMY BLAKE {discontinued}

1 | HELLO EARTH |

♥hope is the only thing stronger than fear♥

My whole body is shaking. But not the kind of shaking I did when Jason told me I was being send down to earth. But it feels like I'm being pushed towards every direction. My heart is also pounding in my chest and I can't seem to slow it down.

I'm still hoping that it's all a dream. I'm hoping that Jason didn't come into the room to tell me that I'm on my own now with 99 other prisoners. I'm hoping that in a few seconds I will open my eyes and that I realize that it isn't real. That I'm lying in my bed. Or that maybe I fell asleep while I was drawing on the floor. I just don't want this to be real.

But when I open my eyes I know that what I hoped for isn't going to come true. There are red lights shining. And that is already the first sign that I'm not in my cell anymore. There are no red lights shining in my cell. In my old cell. Because I will never see it again.

I will never see my dad again. He was the only one I could really talk to. Whom I could tell everything. I will never see Jason again. The guard who kissed me just before I blacked out. The guy whom I didn't know was in love with me.

I will never meet my mom or brother. That's what makes me hurt the most. That I will never meet the one I shared the womb with. That I will never meet the woman who put me on the world. I will never meet them and it breaks my heart. I will never know who they are or how they look like. I will never know who my family is.

"Finally. Snow white is awake."
I quickly sit up. No one else used that name except for Jason. I look around to see if he's here but can't find him. Than who said it? I never heard anyone else say that name before. But maybe that's because I never spoke to anyone on the Ark. I was always alone. Whenever all the prisoners would eat together I would sit somewhere in a corner trying to not be seen.

I don't like contact with people I don't know. I don't know if I can trust them or if they are nice. I do know that if I don't talk to people that I will never find out if they are nice or to be trusted but I'm a really shy person and I rather be alone to be honest. I don't have problems with that. I can amuse myself without others. I have my own world. The world where everything is possible.

"Hey, are you okay?" the same voice speaks again and I look at a boy who is sitting in front of me. His hair is pretty long for a boy but I don't really think he should cut it off. He is also wearing a beanie.
"Who are you?" I ask softly.

"I'm Finn."
I save his name in my head and start to look around. That's when I realize that there is no one in the drop ship except Finn and I. Where are the other 99 prisoners? Did they put Finn and me in another drop ship and send us somewhere else? Can they even do that? I mean, don't they know that two people can't survive on a planet they know nothing off?

"What's your name?" Finn asks me.
"Nathalie," I almost whisper.
I'm scared. I'm so scared right now that I feel like I can't move. I'm not shaking anymore. I really can't move. That's how scared I am.