SNOW WHITE ➸ BELLAMY BLAKE {discontinued}

12 | DRUNK AND JEALOUS |

''Ah, spacewalker is walking again,'' I say with a smile while I walk towards Finn. I haven't seen him standing on his feet since he got that knife in his stomach. Can't blame him though. It doesn't seem easy to me to just walk around right after you recovered from something like that.

Finn looks away from all the people looking at Jaha talking and he looks at me. Now I realise that it's been a long time since I've talked to him. I talked to him when we landed on earth. He helped me and all that kind of stuff. But I can't think of another moment we spoke to each other. I really have to talk to him much. Who knows what will happen in the future.

''Nice to see you too, Snow White,'' Finn says laughing.
I stop next to him laugh with him. It's been a long time since I've heard that name. I don't really remember the last time someone called me that. The only thing I'm almost sure of is that it was Bellamy whom called me that last.

With everything going on in our lives it's hard to do things we like. I remember the first day. Teenagers were running around looking at earth like it was the best thing they've ever seen. It probably was. Now we are running around looking for grounders. Or running away from grounders. We didn't came here to die. We came here to survive but it's hard when you constantly have to watch your back.

''How are you holding up?'' I ask Finn trying to start a conversation.
I don't really know him. That means that I don't know what he likes and that means that I don't know what to talk about. It's kind of awkward for me.

''I'm good. How about you? I heard things, you know,'' Finn says.
I frown at his last words but when he wiggles his eyebrows I understand what he means. I know that Bellamy and I weren't alone last night when we almost shared a kiss so I also understand that a lot of people now know what had happened. What almost happened.

Suddenly Clarke steps out of the drop ship and I see that as my que to leave. I smile at Finn like he hasn't said anything and quickly walk away before he can stop me. Suddenly I hear Jasper shouting.

''Monty strikes again!''
I immediately know what he means because he has a can holding up and people are standing around him waiting for him to pour the drink in their cups. Everyone is going to get drunk and I'm not really waiting to see that. Or to be like them. I never really liked drunk people before.

''Hello, little sister.''
I turn around and see Stefan standing in front of me. It's been a long time since I've talked to him. It's been a long time since I've talked to anyone. Anyone except for the Blake boy. I spoke to him yesterday. And the day before that. And the day before that. I think I spoke to him everyday.

''Hello, big brother,'' I say laughing while he puts his arm around my shoulder. I'm still not used to having a brother. All my life I was alone. I knew I had a brother. I knew about everything that was going on in my life. And when I came to earth I suddenly saw my brother and had to get used to seeing him. I never saw him before in my life and I just had to accept it. And I do accept it but it just felt weird.