SNOW WHITE ➸ BELLAMY BLAKE {discontinued}

11 | THESE NUTS ARE MAKING YOU GO NUTS |

I haven't left Alex and Lincoln behind. Neither has Octavia. We are both scared that if one of us leaves someone else will come up to kill the boys whom are standing in front of us. We wanted to cut the ropes away so they were free to run but thought that it wouldn't be such a good idea. And Lincoln didn't want it.

Alex wanted to be free because he desperately wanted to get out of this place but he thought that it also would be smart to listen to Lincolns words.
"Cut us loose and not only we are dead but the girls too."

It surprised me when he said that. Mostly because I didn't think about it that way. I didn't believe that the prisoners here would kill one of their own when they needed everyone but Octavia did and that changed my mind. I only know a few people who wouldn't kill me and and Octavia. But those few people are never going to win a fight against a lot of other prisoners.

"I'm going to see how everything is going outside. Bellamy is gone with Clarke and for some reason he gave me the right to lead all the crazy people here," I say while I stand up.

I turn to Octavia and immediately see the bags under her eyes. She looks tired and I don't think she sleeps that much. When I look at the two grounders I see that they are tired too. But I understand that they are. They have been going through a lot of pain and pain makes you tired.

"Do you guys want anything?" I ask them. I don't really know how to get things upstairs without people seeing me but it's a risk I will take. But I don't have to take that risk since all three of them shake their heads.

I turn away from them and make my way towards the hatch. One I'm down I don't even have to go outside to know that there is something wrong. People are screaming and shouting and laughing and doing everything to make a lot of noise. We didn't hear it upstairs because we had closed the hatch. But now that I'm down I know that it was a terrible idea to stay with the two boys and the girl.

I quickly walk out of the drop ship and see a lot of people doing weird things. I also hear a lot of weird things. Jasper is screaming because he thinks that grounders are everywhere. But I don't see one. Monty is acting like he is Santa Claus. He is giving people leaves and nuts pretending that the things are presents. Harper is dancing without any music on. But the funniest person is Stefan.

He is pretending to be a tree. Standing with his arms up and only moving with his eyes. Sometimes he runs to a different place and pretends to be a tree there. But it's really funny to look at.

I'm holding my stomach while I'm laughing and look around with tears in my eyes. Bellamy and Clarke are really missing something. So are the three in the drop ship but they can't get out.

I wipe the tears that made their way to my cheeks away and start to walk towards Jasper who is holding a bag of nuts in his hands. I quickly grab it out of his hands and take one out. I put it in my mouth but spit it out once I bite on it. The taste of it is horrible. And it's kind of making me dizzy. Having the nut in my mouth is already horrible.