SNOW WHITE ➸ BELLAMY BLAKE {discontinued}

3 | BEAUTY AND THE BEAST |

♥We're stronger in the places that we've been broken.♥

''Because we are not alone on earth''. This sentence has been haunting me for a few hours now. Bellamy made sure that I knew that we aren't the only ones here. He hasn't left my side. And when he had to he made sure that he could see me. I don't really like it that he's keeping an eye on me because I already have someone who does that.

Bellamy is not the only one keeping an eye on me. Stefan is also by my side the whole time. I don't mind having him by my side because I can talk to him. He's my brother. I'm not afraid that he will say things to others that I wanted to keep a secret. But with Bellamy it's a little bit different. I still don't really know him and I also don't know Stefan. But he's my brother. I shouldn't be worried for him to tell things.

''Snow white? Where are you?''
He's been calling me that the whole day and I'm getting sick of it. It reminds me of Jason too much. It reminds me of him slowly dying on the Ark. Because that's what's happening there. Clarke told me that. She found me when I was trying to hide from Bellamy and at that moment she told me why she was locked up.

I'm still trying to hide. I need some time alone without Bellamy's or Stefan's eyes on me the whole time. I put my hair in a ponytail hoping that it would make it more difficult for them to recognize me. I'm sitting somewhere in the corner of the drop ship drawing a little bit. When Clarke found me she also gave me a piece of paper and a pencil asking me to write down everyone's name. But instead I found myself drawing.

There's a piece of flower in a box. Like the rose from beauty and the beast. You can look at it but you're not allowed to touch it. That kind of drawing is what is on the paper. I've always loved that book. I never saw it because there is no tv in my old cell. But my dad gave me the book and I fell in love with it. I fell in love with every Disney book my dad gave me.

But I feel like her today. Trapped somewhere I don't want to be. Always someone looking for me. Trying to keep me save from harm. But I just want to be free. Just like Belle wanted. But that's not really happening. To both of us.

''I told you to stay in my sight. And what are you doing? Not staying in my sight,'' Bellamy says when he finally founds me. It took him ten minutes after he shouted for me. I hear him walking towards me and soon I see his feet.

''I asked to be alone. What am I now? Not alone,'' I say softly not looking up from my drawing. I hear him sigh and I know I've won. I also know that because he isn't responding back. No, instead he lets himself drop next to me. I close my eyes and let my head hang. This is what I didn't want. I just want to be alone. Is that to much to ask?

''Why do you want to be alone so badly?'' Bellamy asks me while he takes the pencil out of my hand. I was drawing while he was talking and I don't think he liked that. I look at him and my look is asking him to leave but he isn't leaving. I sigh after a few seconds and then answer his question.