After Sage left, I wanted to die. I'm sitting on my bathroom floor trying not to vomit again.How could I let innocent kissing get so out of control like that? I'm so embarrassed. The worst part about it is, I'm going to have to tell Gennie and Lina all about this tomorrow!
They're going to be so disappointed in me! I don't even want to think about what could happen if someone spread it along the school.. The thought enters my mind. My mouth begins to fill with saliva, my stomachs rumbles and I vomit again.
Three hours later my mom comes home and my dad comes a few minuets after. I'm to ashamed of myself to even face them so I stay in my room. "Savannah, dinner!"
Lie my judgement to the left says.
No Savvy, you need to eat. I ignore my right judgement and make something up. My mom questions me a bit but soon she backs off
School
I open my locker. No sign of the girls so quickly I go over the story in my head. Sage kissed me..I kissed him back..be kissed more..and uh...kissed more
I sigh. That is a lame explanation. I look at the blue mirror in my locker and glare at myself. "You tramp." I bark at myself. I hate myself. I fight the feeling of wanting to stab myself with a blood ted pen. "Hi Savannah."
Tom Dawson's voice.. I turn gan growl at him. He takes a step back and stares his blue and brown eyes right into mine. "I just wanted to say..,Goodbye." He walks away quickly.
After ten minuets Gennie and Lina run through the heavy double doors , they almost tackle me in the process. "Tell us EVERYTHING!!" They demand. My ears fly back..sorta they are heavy and flat so....
"We kissed....and....and we .....we ....I lost it and he took it."
I close my eyes hoping I wouldn't have to explain what I have done with him. Angelina is the first to catch on. One shocked look and I know she's disappointed.
Gen catches it after. "Oh my Dog Savvy!" They growl and hiss at me. I whimper and face my locker. I gather my papers and slam it. "Savannah!" Sage..I don't want him to see me like this.
"Sage not now." I whine. He's taller and faster. He catches me. "I know what we did is putting a lot of stress on you, but I need you to follow me. " He looks into my eyes in a way that makes me squirm with fear.
We walk towards the school office. "what happened?" I ask. Sage doesn't look at me. "Tom. He killed himself in the boys locker room in front of my and Nathan."
I didn't want to do it.. but its better than killing him in France.
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Hayran Kurgu"Savannah, are you okay?" He asks bit he knows I'm not. "No. " I explain everything to him even the part about him no matter how embarrassing it is. "I'm sorry babe." He kisses my head and I kiss his cheek. Then he kisses my lips. I kiss him back...
