After Sage leaves, mom looks at me for a split second, with the most disappointed parent look I've ever seen. I know I should just leave her alone, so I do. I go to my room with Flutter trailing close behind me. As soon as I close my bedroom door, I scream and jump onto my bed. Tom is dead and it's my fault. I shouldn't have been so horrible to him at Brooke's party.. actually, I should have said no to being his date and I should have stayed home! I just wish this day was a dream! Why did I snap at him earlier? Why didn't I just say, "Oh hey Tom, I'm sorry I've been a female dog, lets be friends again." The mort I think about today, the more I think about the party, and before that, and before that too. Sage called Tom a loser and said he never should have let me go out with him..If that were true, Tom wouldn't have cared about me enough to take his own life! Tom loved me..
Next Monday
Rachel and Alicia have been running the school because appearently, Brooke was suspended. Gennie, Lena and I haven't been as close as we usually are. I tell them about what I was thinking about Tom. "Wow Savannah, You're so self centered. Maybe Tom had more going on in his life and YOU pushed him over the edge!" Lina hisses at me. "Excuse me!?" I've never heard her so angry. And what does she mean I pushed him. "You heard her Savannah!" Gennie jumps in. That was my breaking point. My only true friends at O.C.D are turning against me, they aren't even calling me my official bestie name... Well..I don't need them. "You know what, Miss Angelina I don't need you, or you" I turn my attention to Gen. "Or your rich,spoiled,brat,attitudes!" I stomp away to find Sage.
After looking for him for a few minuets, I find him hugging another collie.. "Sage." I try to keep all emotion out of my voice. His attention is back on me. "It's not what it looks like!"
Yeah!!! an actual update, I'm sorry it's taken so long. I've been having fun with some new friends, I found some abused horses in a trashed pasture behind my house, so i've been sneaking in there and working with them. Roman, a tall pinto gelding, is my favorite. He's so sweet! I'll make sure to update a bit more though :/ <3 U 4 INFINITY
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Fanfic"Savannah, are you okay?" He asks bit he knows I'm not. "No. " I explain everything to him even the part about him no matter how embarrassing it is. "I'm sorry babe." He kisses my head and I kiss his cheek. Then he kisses my lips. I kiss him back...
