I Pinky Promise { Baylor Barnes }

Chapter 22 I Just Can't

Fuck this shit I'm out its not even 1,000 words.

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-Isebelle-

"Baylor. " I whisper whipping my eyes. I feel his hand touch my shoulder and turning me around gently. "I just don't know anymore."

My head was pounding and racing with questions. I really have no idea what to do, or even what we are....Clearly we kissed, and I liked it, but still, he broke his promise. We aren't friends, we aren't even a couple, we are two teenagers that are confused...It's just the beginning of young love.

Is it even love? No, it can't be. But when I kissed him, It felt different....a good kind of different. Fuck. I just don't know.

He pulls me closer to him and then I feel his soft lips meet mine again. The same feeling over took me; again. And my head started to pound even more. "Baylor, please stop." I pull away, the tears are still falling down my cheeks.

"Can we please talk." He says in the most gentle manner.

"Baylor, there's nothing to talk about. I don't even know why you came here. If you're trying to get me back to live in Alabama, it's not going to work. There will be nothing between 'Us'. I don't understand what you don't get about that."

As much as I want to kiss him, Again. I'm not going too. There will never be an 'us'. He messed things up.... and I did also. The best thing is for us to stay away from each other.

"Damn it Izzy. Can't you see how much I care for you? When you were with that ass, I was completely jealous. He's the reason why I got mad every single day . Seeing you with him, it hurt. And that's the reason those words came out of my mouth that one night. I couldn't take it anymore. And now that I think about, I was a jerk through your guy's whole relationship. "

"The only reason I was was a jerk, was because I loved you Isebelle, you have no idea how crazy in love I am with you. But like you said, there will never be an 'Us', and the reason for that, you just can't get your mind wrapped around that. You're scared I will hurt you again. You're scared that all we had before this shit ever happened will be blown away, for good."

He is right. I am scared. I'm scared of making the wrong decision, again. I'm scared that everything that I had will be gone. Forever. Like him.

"What if I am Baylor? What if I'm afraid of giving up what we used to have for something new. What if we make the wrong decision? What if we completely ruin things and we get into this huge fight?! You know what, we are in a huge fight right now Baylor! If you want a relationship between us you be--"

I get cut off by him kissing me again. On how badly I wanted it I pushed him away. Looking at him Madly I storm out of my new bedroom and down the stairs. Baylor hot on my trail. I reach outside and the sun is blazing on me. Making me feel sticky.

"Baylor, do you actually think a relationship would work? What if it didn't? What if--"

"Isebelle, calm down. You're thinking to hard about this. Think to yourself, do you actually think it will work, and whatever that answer is, I will go, either without you, or with you."

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"So darling, where's Baylor? " My Aunt asks me while chopping up some peppers.

My heart falls, for the millionth time today.

"He had to go. He's at the airport catching the next plane to Alabama. "

And thats when the waterworks begin to spill.

-Baylor-

I shouldn't have come. I shouldn't of been friends with her in the first place. And I shouldn't of broke that promise.

She was my everything and I lost her for good. She said no and I stuck to my word and I left. Smooth move right? Ha, how about not. In the movies the guy would get the girl and they would live happily ever after. But no, it's the opposite. I'm coming back with nothing. I need her, I want to be with her every second of the day. But it won't be like that.

If things could only happen Like the Notebook when Noah Tells Allie how much he means to her and she instantly gets swooped off her feet and everything is a happy love story since then on.

It didn't pay telling Isebelle exactly what I felt. She wouldn't of came with me even if I bribed her.

She shall always know how much I think of her and how much I love her. She's made me a better person. I smile each day because of her. She makes me laugh and blush and even get werid feelings. She's my everything.

Walking onto the plane I set my bag up top and then take my seat. I still can't get her out of my head.

Plugging in my ear phones, I'm about to press play, but a girls voice interrupts me.

"Is this seat taken?"

Oh my God.

-Author's Note-

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