Okay so I'm gonna let some of my feelings out right now because I'm feeling really down and I just don't like talking about it because no one really understands. Here I go.
So everyone is always blaming me for everything, friends are blaming me for breakups saying it's all my fault, my mum always blames me for something I don't do. Then when I tell people how I feel they either get annoyed because I'm putting too much on them apparently and they just don't understand. I'm feeling really sad all the time and lonely and I don't know what to do. I told mum about a couple of things but it's like she's not really listening and I just wanna cry.
The reason why I write stories is basically so I can put all my feelings out on it in some way, this might sound crazy but whenever I'm scared or upset I come into wattpad and write a chapter.
Happy chapters can mean I'm sad, sad chapters can mean I'm happy and sad can mean I'm sad and happy can mean I'm happy. That makes no sense, I swear I'm messed up in the brain ahaha.
Anyways enjoy this chapter
This is it. This is the last day I will ever be human, this is the last day that I'll get no choice if I want to feel or not. This is the last day that if I ever break a bone I won't heal. This is the last day of being human. Then I will be a vampire.
"Can I show you something cool?" Amy asks, I nod. She grins and looks around, using her vampire speed she runs to Marcus and snaps his neck. I gasp placing my hands over my mouth, omg she killed him. "He's not really dead, in a few minutes he'll be alive and killing me for real," she chuckles and I laugh sighing in relief. Sam would be torn if he died, maybe I would I really don't know because we have an on and off relationship and it's really confusing.
His head lifts up and he groans rubbing his neck, he sits up and when he spits Amy he glares. "You killed me!" He exclaims, she shrugs with a small smile.
"Not officially.... Yet," Marcus growls in annoyance and stands up dusting off his butt.
"You're lucifer, I swear. Die devil, die!" He hisses. She cocks an eyebrow and shakes her head at him, he's more like the devil than her.
"Oh my god I have an idea! Marcus do you know what would make Sam especially happy?" He perks up at this and raises an eyebrow with caution.
"What?" He grumbles and I grin.
"If I could do your makeup. It would make me so happy too, it's my last day as a human and I might as well make the most of it," he scoffs.
"Why would I want to make you happy?" I smirk at this. Many reasons. Many many many reasons.
"Well Tyler will kill you, Sam will kill you. Sam will be mad at you before she kills you and yeah... basically killing thought," I shrug innocently, he glowers down at me.
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Vampire King
VampireIn the land of gods and monsters I was an angel; living in the garden of hell. Tyler King- the most powerful vampire on earth, the King of all vampires. Shae Valentine, a simple quiet oblivious human girl and Tyler's after her to stake his claim. I...