PAIN

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Later that day

Jihun's pov
I walked home without Bts they went home earlier and I'm thankful I didn't see them again.

It's his fault if I just ignored him I would still be friends with Lay and Jackson. I feel empty and I actually don't have anyone.

I walked and heard the TV blaring out loud. Oh great they are here. I walked past them and straight upstairs. I locked my door and slid down it. I slowly let my tears fall while I was punching the wall. I didn't care anymore.

Jimin's pov
I walked through school before going home. I saw Lay and Jackson. Jackson looked as though he was about to cry.
"Jackson what is wrong and where is Ji?" He looked up at me and explained everything

Mina came to us and threatned us that if we don't stay away from Ji then she would make more scars on her.

The words rang through my head. I walked home and sat with the others watching TV. After around half an hour Ji came in and walked upstairs.

I slowly followed her and leaned against the door. I heard sniffles and banging. Is she crying? Maybe. I chose to leave her and let her calm down. I doubt she would open the door for me.

Time skip

Jihun's pov
It has now been 3 days and I havent left the house. I havent slept or eaten. I look even skinnier and the dark circles have become more evident under my eyes. I look more paler and transparent like.

I train even harder and start working out in my room. I look horrible but fck it I don't care. Jimin comes and knocks everyday and keaves after a while. I was wearing a wasted youth hoodie with trackie bottoms.
"Ji please" he was pleading and sounded desperate.

I sighed amd opened the door. He looked shocked whild I just kept my head down. He pulled me into his grasp and I slowly wrapped my arms around him. I sighed and signalled him to follow me into my room.

He sat next to me on my bed.
"Why?" I didn't know what to say.
"Why what?"
"Why do care so much when all I do is hurt you" i let a tear slip. I havent cried in years and I couldn't remember the feeling.
"Your my sister Jihun I will always care." His words slightly warmed me up although he left.

"But you left and I should be happy to see you but I'm not and I am at the same time. I hated you after you left, but you left for your dream." He nodded and allowed me to continue.

"I tried to forgive you but I couldn't, then that btch of an ex-girlfriend came and beat me and where were you" I cut myself off and drew a short breath in.

"I'm sorry" I looked up and for once he looked sincere.

"Maybe I could try but for now I need time I can't forgive you for what you have done you left me and now I don't kniw happiness anymore only violence and hate" I slowly got up and walked downstairs.

I knew I had to say sorry to the others for being a btch basically. Oh yipee kay fcking yay I love apoligising to people. Not the sarcasm.

"Line up!" I ordered at the boys and soon enough all of them were in a straight line.

"Ok so I'm only saying this once. You don't hear me or don't pay attention it ain't my fault so listen. I'm sorry" I mumbled the last part and sat on the sofa and watched TV.

Jin came and gave me a bowl of Ramen. I nodded and he Jimin walked in and looked happy seeing me eat. He sat on the ar.chajr opposite, when the girls walked in.

They waved at me and I nodded at them.

Yoshi's pov
Me and the other girld decided to go over to BTS's house. I wanted to speak to Ji as she hardly spoke last time and I saw her fight once. Wow that girl got skills.

We walked in and I waved at her she nodded and carried in eating the Ramen. The one thing I did notice is the tiny scratches from what I guess is punching.

She finished and I signalled her to follow me. She rolled her eyes and followed. We webt inside her room and shut the door.

We started talking and I learnt many things about her. I learnt some interesting things as well. She didnt tell me everything but it felt like I knew enough. Turns out we both like going to the gym and working out. She also knows how to fight like me. Ad we were talking she slowly started to smile.

Suga's pov
Yoshi and Ji came downstairs with and sat on the sofa. They both got their phones out and started texting. Hmmm what are they up to?

Jihun's pov
Me and Yoshi gave each other numbers as we decided to play a prank on the other boys and girls. We would pretend to hate one another and fight.

We texted one another the plan and decided to put it into action.
"YOSHI WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FCK DID YOU DO THAT FOR UNTIL UPSTAIRS!" I screamed at her.

"I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WEIRDO!" She screamed back.
"COME ON THEN" I got up and walked to the garden she followed as well as the others.

We both got into a battle like stance and started to fight whike the others stood gaping nkt knowing what to do. Jimin walked over and grabbed me while Suga grabbed Yoshi. She giggled and signalled me to turn and attack Jimin.

She turned and attacked while I Jimin. They got up after we pushed them and chased us. We both legged it into the woods near the house and hid in some bushes by a small cliff with a stream stream we found.

I turned around and walked to the edge and looked down at the stream stream. It was beautiful and I couldn't help but gasp. Yoshi joined me and we stood admiring the river as it gleamed under the sun.

My breathing was heavier from all the running and I became awfully dizzy. I went a little blurry and had a major headache. I brushed Yoshi clothes as I fell backwards but I refused to black out.

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So.....
I know I am late and this chapter is probably sht but ya know I am running out of things to write about and plus there is no way I can keep her as a gangster I honestly did try but its hard.

Anyway I will upload a couple more chapters tomorrow so please anticipate them 💙💙

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