MarkiplierXreader smut (DISCONTINUED!!)

chapter 2: lost

Within a matter of seconds my breath shortened and i pretty much had a panic attack. I mean not only was my favorite YouTuber standing right in front of me, he was hugging me, and better yet, he was attracted to me. "Dont freak out, by next week you'll be used to me hugging you" he said in a sort of serious but worried tone. "so... Friday, where are we going?" "i was kind of thinking about bringing you to my place where we had no risk of being seen, and since its your birthday i can make you a cake" instantly my mind flooded with so many thoughts i was lost.. eventually i snapped out of it, but i still had half an hour left of detention. "(y/n) are you okay?" i heard Marks voice as he came closer. "yea, why?" "you passed out... after we talked about going to my place on friday" "did i? Mar- Mr.Fischbach, im kind of freaking out." "dont worry (y/n) just calm down, breathe" the sound of his voice made me shiver. "I don't think my friends like me" i said with a tear streaming down my face. "hey hey, don't say that. It'll be okay i promise" He said leaning in for another hug. I hugged him back still crying, to be again greeted by his sweet smooth voice. "its okay, its okay" he said while rubbing his hand up and down my back. "i feel lost" i said still crying. "I'll help you find who you are, don't worry dear" "dear?" "yes, dear. See you Friday" "is it already time to go?" "yes dear" "Okay, bye Mar-Mr.Fischbach" 

As i left he packed up and followed me out. Once i left to go home it was already almost 4 pm so i walked into the kitchen and made myself a sandwich and grabbed a small bag of chips and ran up to my room avoiding my parents. As i scrolled through Instagram and ate i heard someone yell "DINNER" from downstairs. 

~next day~

I walked into first period and saw Mar- Mr. Fischbach standing there looking quite energized and happy. As i sat in my seat he began to teach the class as normal i couldn't help but gaze. I guess this time he knew why and continued to teach and let me daydream. As the class ended everyone left and all of this sudden i felt his hand grab hold of my arm and he whispered "Friday" i nodded, "Friday" i said smiling. He let go and i moved on to the next period.

I don't think i felt as lost around him.  'lost' was not a thing anymore anytime i was around him.