A Beautiful Love

Part 2

White's POV
Four months ago, I was so happy when my girlfriend finally agrees to marry me but four months ago, I've lost contact with my bestfriend, Captain and had my first wet dream about him. Now, I'm stuck here thinking about that dream I had, again. I wonder why it felt so real and perfect. The touch of his skin still lingers on the tip of my fingers and the feeling of his lips on mine is so addicting that I can't get rid of that dream anymore but instead half of my self wish it was real. It can't be like this, I should really stop thinking about Captain more than a friend or a brother.  Even if it was just a dream but whenever I'm with my girlfriend, there was never a time the I won't think about my bestfriend. I don't know why I feel this guilt inside me, although I never did something that could make me feel this way, i think.
All I can remember that morning was my head feels so heavy and I woke up half naked. I'm aware that it was Captain who toook me home and helped me get to bed but I don't know what happened after that. I've tried contacting him but he never answered his phone and his mom and dad didn't gave me any information at all. Is he mad at me? Maybe I did horrible things to him when I was drunk  like I vomitted on his clothes or he was dead tired carrying me till we get home and got angry. I bit the tip of my thumb as I tried to remember everything but it's vague and blurry. I came back from reality after I heard a knock at the door.
"Boss, the customer wants to order a bouquet o]f flowers but he said he wants you to design it for him," Nong'Bas told me though the look on his face is kind of annoyed,he is my one and only staff here on my flower shop.
"I see, please tell our dear customer that I'll do it right away."
I went out together with Bas to meet the customer and it was unexpectedly one of my schoolmate and senior back in College, Godt. If I can remember he took up Medicine and his five years older than I am.
"Hey bro! What's up? How d'ya doin?"
We did a high five together, showing how close we are.
"I'm good bro, tsk, such a disappointment, I thought THAT customer is a pretty and sexy one but it's just you." I tease him.
"Well, I may not be pretty but I'm fuckin' handsome and a sexy guy, don't you agree?" I acted like I'm about to vomit from what he said.
"Yeah, yeah, you're fuckin' handsome and sexy but you never seriously dated anyone, anyway, what kind of flower do you want?" I asked him.
"Mmmm.. I've changed my mind. I want that kid to deliver it to my office," Godt pointed out his index finger to where Bas was standing.
"I still have a meeting after this so can you please deliver it to me  maybe at four in the afternoon? Please..." I can sense something dangerous about his smile and pleas so I drag him till we reach my small office.
"Godt, I know that kind of smile very well and please, not my innocent and fragile Bas, please. He's a good kid so stop it." I warned him.
"C'mon White, I've changed.  I mean, i haven't had any girlfriends since I met Bas a year ago when you hired him here. Although, we never had a chance to talk alone since I just started as a residential doctor and I'm way too busy at that time but now that I have a lot of free time, I wanted to spend it together with Bas and I wanted to show to him and to you that this time, I am serious in falling in love with Bas and I'll court him properly, so please White. I'll promise that I'll never hurt him." I'm quite astound to hear it coming from him but I know that he had been pleading me to allow him to court Bas. He's not just an important staff here on my flower shop but he's my only cousin, that's why I've tried to stop my friend  Godt from courting him.
"He's still 17 and he's a minor. I only allowed him to work since he wanted to work as part timer."
"I know and I will promise you that we will have a wholesome relationship. I'm not going to ask him for some deposit."
"What deposit are you talking about? Anyway, It's up to my cousin if he'll accept you or not." It looks like I can feel that he is certain and honest on what he feels so I finally gave him my trust to court Bas. What a persistent guy!
"YES! Thank you my friend! Thank you!" He punch a fist on the air and run towards Nong'Bas and force a hug on him which made the poor kid feel horified and dumbfounded.
"See ya Nong'Bas!" he shouted happily.
Looking at how happy my stupid friend was made me think about my bestfriend.