Honey Gold

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Copyright © 2017 by Selina RG
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Honey🍯

Look at me, I'm a mess. My face, my body, my life, I hate it all. "Nobody will ever love you." Those words repeated in my head over and over again. Dan was right, no one will ever love a girl like me. I'm poor, too skinny, and hardly ever go out the house. I'm a nobody at school. I'm the girl that hides in the bathroom until the bell rings. I'm the girl afraid to talk to anybody. I'm the girl no one wants around because "she is to boring". I'm the girl nobody likes because I'm not pretty enough. I'm the girl who was being raped by her stepdad. I'm that girl.

Its funny how Dan always calls me ugly and tells me that I'm not good enough but yet when he comes in my room to fuck me I'm "perfect" I'm his "favorite." Sixth grade year was the year my innocents was taken away from me.

××Flashback××

Dan and my mom have been talking for a couple weeks now. I've met him twice. He's been really nice to me. He always calls me pretty and touches my hair. He told me that I was the most prettiest little girl he has ever seen.

"Honey!" My my mom called for me. "Dinner time. Come in and wash up"

"Kaha do you want to eat dinner with us again tonight?" I asked my Bestfriend Khalil. He's been my friend since I was in first grade.

"No bee, my dad's going to be home tonight and he's bringing me icecream." Kaha said rubbing it in my face smiling.

"Well my birthday is tomorrow, and since I'm turning eleven my mom is baking me a cake." I said back to kaha poking out my tongue.

"How about I bring you some icecream tommrow and you give me some of your birthday cake." He suggested.

"Deal." I said holding out my hand. He took it.

"Deal." He smiled.

"Honey I'm not going to call you again. Get in here and wash up so you can eat." My mom called me to come inside again.

"I'll see you tomorrow bee." Kaha said giving me a peck on the cheek. "Okay bye kaha" I said standing up off the ground and running inside to wash my hands so I could eat.

×××

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Honey, happy birthday to youuuuuu.

I smiled as my mom finished singing the song. "Happy birthday baby." My mom said kissing me on the forehead. " Make a wish." I made my wish and blew out my candles. She cheered and clapped. Even though it was just me and my mom I was still happy.

"Mama wears my presents?" I asked her.

"Right here baby." She passed me two gift bags. I opened my gifts. One was a Cabbage patch doll and the other was a necklace. It had a picture of me and my dad in it.

"Thank you mommy, I love it." I ran over to her and hugged her tightly.

"Hold on your not done yet I got you a present to." My mom's boyfriend Dan came inside the door with a gift bag in his hand. I excitedly took the bag. It was a yellow dress.