Honey Gold

12

/Honey's POV 🍯/

I walked through the the crowd of students, squeezing pass anyone I could. I literally didn't get any sleep last night. I mostly cried and made some new scars on my thighs. Dan is the most disgusting person I know and it's him that makes me hate myself. He's the reason why a girl like me can never be happy. I feel like this is a never ending bad dream and I'm not going to wake up from it anytime soon. "Hey Honey." Scarlet hugged me. "You look like shit girl." She laughed.

"Yeah." I half smiled. "I didn't get much sleep last night."

"Was you trying to study for Mrs. Quavers Test?" She asked pulling her sleeve up to show me tiny handwriting.

"Why did you do that?" I asked not knowing what the writing on her arm says.

"Its for her test if my ass don't do this I will fail that test for sure." She pulled her sleeve back down. "I didn't have time to study either because me and Rico had to talk."

"I bet all you guys did was talk." I smirked at her.

"Well after he got finish blowing my back out we talked." She gave me a mischievous grin.

"I thought you and Rico were still not on speaking terms?" I looked around at all the students walking past us. They all looked so happy but that's the problem with us humans were so good at faking it. So good at leaving our problems at home and plastering a fake smile on our face, when in the inside we are just in need of help.

"Well If you meet someone with some bomb dick like him, you'll know what's best for you." She flipped her hair behind her shoulder.

"Your a mess." I responded with a small laugh. The bell rung signaling all students to head to first block.

"Well girl I will see you at lunch." She kissed me on the cheek and walked away. I looked back at the door in front of me and took a deep breathe before going into the office. "Hey Miss Gold."  Mrs. Lasley smiled at me as I walked into the office.

"Uhm, Im in here to take the placement test I rescheduled a couple of weeks ago." I squeezed on the straps of my book bag.

"Ah, yes come right this way into the testing room." I followed Mrs. Lasley down to the testing room. Her red bone straight hair swung back an forth  as she walked. The sound of her hills clicked with each step she took. Mrs. Lasley was a fifty seven year old women but she didn't look a day over forty. She had really nice curves and her skin was flawless not a wrinkle in sight. "Okay Miss Gold here you are." she gestured her arm inside the room as she stood at the testing door." You will have forty-five minuets to complete the test. Make sure all electronics are put into this basket before entering the room please." She held a bright green basket in front of me.

"I don't have any electronics on me." I told her stepping into the testing room.

" Also your back pack has to stay outside of the room. You will need a number two pencil and we will provide you with other materials needed during testing." she explained. I nodded my head understanding each thing she told me. "Is there any questions Miss Gold?" She smiled at me.

"No thank you. " I smiled back at her and took a seat in the testing room to begin my test.

××××

"Alright Miss Gold, we will tell you when the results are in." Mrs lasley took the stack of papers from me and held them while I exited out the front office. I was surprised because I thought the test was okay. Meaning it wasn't  easy but it wasn't hard either.  I looked up at the school clock seeing that 2nd block was about to end and 1st lunch was just about to begin. Deciding to get a headstart I went to my locker and put my first and second block textbooks up and grabbing my 4th block binder. I turned around to head to the cafeteria only to get the life scared out of me. "Khalil what the fuck?" I held my hand to my speeding heart.