Honey Gold

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\Amber in MM above\

HONEY🍯

"For your project I will assign you all partners. You will create a presentation about one another. Your presentation must contain at least fifteen slides." Mr.Tate said passing out papers. "If there's any questions read through the packets I'm giving you now. This project is a major grade and will be counted 40% of your final grade. Now on to the names." He started reading off a slip of names He had paired together.

"Tommy &  Jake, Christy and Eric, Zack & Robin....Amber & Que, and lastly Honey & Khalil."

Amber smacked her lips.

I really didn't want to be bothered with anyone today or any other day. I laid my head down on my desk. I'm exhausted. Everyday of the week I'm Exhausted. These last few weeks I've been feeling like shit. I Already felt like shit but omg it gets worse. I threw up like four times last nights.

"What's wrong Bee?" Khalil walked over putting his hand on my back. I would've told him not to call me bee but I didn't feel like correcting him. I shook my head."Don't lie to me, you know I hate that shit Honey." He said I felt him sitting next to me.

I sighed looking at him.

"I'm fine." I really wanted to cry and tell him everything that's been going on since he left but I can't risk it. Last time I tried to tell someone I got my ass beat. I didn't come to school for a good week and a half.

I just wanna die. I've tried to kill myself once but somebody just had to come and find me. Shame. I took a lot of pills, passed out, only thing I remember is waking up in a hospital. The doctors said I had to get my stomached pumped. I still have the scar on my stomach.

I have a lot of scars.

"Then why are you crying?" Khalil asked bringing his hand up to wipe the tear falling from my eye. I didn't even realize I was crying. I'm so fucking emotional. Its ridiculous.

"Khalil just leave me alone, can't you tell I don't want to be bothered by you." I said getting frustrated. He sighed getting up and walking away from me. Deep down I was screaming for him not to leave, to come back. I didn't know why I was acting the way I was. It wasn't his fault he had to leave. He didn't know about Dan.

Nobody knows.

The bell rung I dragged my self out of class to lunch. I walked downstairs to the library. Instead of doing my work like I usually do I went to sleep.

×××

I knew I needed to go grocery shopping. I just hated the fact of asking for his money.

"Dan were outta food." I stood at my mom and his bedroom door.

"Okay." He gave me that okay bitch what you want me to do about it look. I folded my arms.

"Okay and I need the money to go get it." I said with attitude. He was starting to piss me off. We literally go through this everytime.

"Loose yo fucking attitude Honey!" He raised his voice standing up. He walked over to me by the door. I stepped back but he pulled me back to him. "Give daddy a kiss first." He smirked. A look of disgust appeared on my face as it does everytime I look at this man.

He placed his hands on my ass giving it a tight squeeze. I am not doing this right now. I feel awful. He leaned down to kiss me on my neck. I placed my hand on his chest before he could do so.

"Oh now since that little nigga from down the street moved back in you gone stop giving it to me." He let go of me.

I never gave you anything! I wanted to yell at him.