Honey Gold

14

Honey 🍯

"This is beautiful." Khalil's hand intertwined with mine as we walked the beach. We've been at the beach for at least two hours and I've felt nothing happy. Khalil is amazing and I know he'd accept all of my flaws. I also know he would be hurt. Hurt because his best friend since Elementary school hasn't told all her secrets to him but yet I know all of his. It's not fair of me. What would he do if he were to find out. Would he still care for me?

"Your beautiful." He stopped us and I faced him. That same feeling in my stomach turned and I began to smile.

"You really know how to make a girl feel special." I looked toward the water and the sun was setting.

"I want you." He said.

"What?" I heard him the first time but I wanted him to say it again.

"I want you Physically,emotionally, Mentally, and sexually."

He held both my hands and looked me in the eyes. "I want to be the one that makes you smile like your doing now. I want to be the one who you feel comfortable around the most. I've wanted you since we were kids. You are the only girl I ever truly had feelings for. "

He stepped closer to me our bodies inches apart. "The only girl I haven't fucked that can still keep me wanting to be around her. I want you to be my girl Honey Gold. I want all of you." His lips brushed across mine and I knew it was over. My breathing increased and the tip of my tongue traced his lips. I cupped his face and he pulled me closer. Our lips moved in sync. I only wanted this moment to last forever. For all the bad things for once to be left behind.

Forgotten.

No matter what happens I would remember this moment for the rest of my life. The day I knew I loved Khalil more than I loved myself.

He was and always has been my Lifeline.

🌺🌺🌺🌺
First I would like to thank God that I am still Alive. I am grateful for the things I have and I will cherish everything I get and everyone that walks into my life.

I want to send prayers to all the people and families that have been through the hurricane or lost someone due to the hurricanes.

#Texas
#Florida
#Puerto Rico  
#Caribbean Island
# Cuba
#Ect

My prayers are with you guys.💓

These months have been moving by so fast and it's hard to keep up with everything.

Life,School,Grades, its all to much for me. I've given you guys a really short chapter. This chapter is still carrying on with the last chapter and I have no idea where I'm leading all this. This book will last no more than 10 chapters. The next few chapters will not be this short I promise.

I still encourage you guys to read my other book "Sweet & Sexy" with the main characters being Kehlani Parrish and Odell Beckham Jr.