Snow and her Seven

Chapter 6- Blind to Everyone But You

Snow didn't know what it felt like to like someone. The feeling had often evaded her- never even crossed her mind when people mentioned it. She knew what love was, knew it from the way her heart hurt when ever her daddy left, and the way she was overwhelmed with happiness when he came back. 

But like? That pre-teen thing called like like? She didn't now shit about it. Snow groaned out loud and put her head in her hands, wondering why life was so harsh to her. If you discounted her filthy rich father, intelligent mind and well received body. Brutus was someone she didn't even want to consider liking. 

It was time to buck up and be the woman she knew she could be. One who didn't give a shit about like liking guys, and carried on with life. 

Ah. She needed to play, sing and just jam it all out. After that, she should be fine. 

Snow didn't think she was a complicated person, rather, just a guarded one.

An extremely guarded one.

Snow drove home, excited about playing. She toppled onto her bed, taking her acoustic guitar with her, and opened her mind to what her heart wanted to feel.

It didn't take long for the trickling stream of her emotion to become a tsunami of feeling. She inhaled slowly, drew up her guitar and exhaled a song. 

"Say you love me

to my face

I need it more, than your embrace.

just say you want me

that's all it takes

hearts gettin torn

from your mistakes"

"Cause I don't wanna fall in love, if you don't want to try

but all that I've been thinking of

is maybe that you're mine. 

It looks as though we're running out of words to say

and love's floating away. 

Just say you love me. Just for today. And don't give me time,cause that's not the same. 

Want to feel burning flames when you say my name

want to feel passion flow into my bones, like blood through my veins" 

"Cause I dont wanna fall in love, if you don't wanna try

but all that ive been thinking of

is maybe that you might

and babe it looks as though we're running out of words to say

and loves floating away

won't you stay. Won't you stay. " 

Snow stopped suddenly, the bubble in her throat inhibiting all sound. It hurt, almost as much as her chest did- and all she could think about was the empty space left by her father. She gripped the neck of her guitar and fought back tears, gritting her teeth so hard she thought she might break her jaw. 

Crying isn't worth it. It doesn't solve anything. Snow repeated this over and over, putting her guitar to the side and standing. She hadn't cried since she was five and was about to- just because she was being a little pussy about having a near absent father who loved her more than the world. Other people had it much worse.