"THE GRIEVING CONTINUES"

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My babys body is finally  laid to rest, now begins the Big test. My pain has not subsided, more now than before I am still existing in a nightmare of never ending Grief. I cannot sleep or eat, MY life as I knew it is no more. I am incomeplete, my world does not exist on Earth anymore. I now live in a world of death and Depression, despair and Discombobulation.

 Where do I go? What will I do? How will I survive without my Eli? I need HELP! Oh dear GOD I Pray to Thee. Please HELP me and save me from myself, because all I see and dream of is death. I need to be strong for my daughter and my son, I need to be strong for me. Will there ever be an end to my pain and agony?Please send me an answer before I go completely insane. Before I forget my own name. As my GRIEVING continues to consume me, every dream and goal of success and happiness no longer LIVES in me. And have been replaced with Nightmares and and a unrested soul. My plan is to plot a way to reside next to Eli in that empty grave, and so I must be saved. I put my life in GODS HANDS.


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