No Worth

Hysterical

~So yes, continue it is! Sorry it's late, but to make up for it, this chapter is as long as one of my normal fan-fic chapters would be, and there's some audio linked for the song below. It's to the tune of Christinna Perri's A Thousand Years acoustic version. I hope you all enjoy :)~

Ashley's POV: 

I'm tired, having cramps, upset, and just a complete mess, so I decide to just relax and sing. Lately, although I never thought myself to be too great at it, singing was the only thing that I enjoyed doing. Even Minecraft was getting boring since all my series were singleplayer, so I made sure to bring my guitar on this trip for times like this when I'm feeling low. 

I pull it out of it's case along with the pick, and start warming up. Once I'm ready, I start strumming on the guitar to the familiar song of Ho Hey by The Lumineers. An old song I know, but it was just to warm up. I clear my throat once I finish, and begin to write my own song.

 I have been

Waiting for you to clue in

Do you not know 

About the pain that you cause me

Every time,

Every single memory

All of the laughs, suddenly burn to doubt and ash...

Now I see...

I have died every day

Just looking at you.

You took my heart and tossed it out

But now I realize

I have no worth to you...

And I never had any worth at all...

You lead me on

Making me write a song

How many times,

How many strikes will it take

Until I crash and burn down for real?

I am not sure,

Just how long I will survive...

Now I see...

I have died every day

Just looking at you.

You took my heart and tossed it out

But now I realize

I have no worth to you...

And I never had any worth at all!

At first I actually believed

That you might love me

But that hope was false

And my great fall

Has made me realize

I have no worth to you...

I don't have worth at all...

*Guitar solo*

(Ignore the one included with the audio and imagine it as acoustic)

Now I see...

Now I see!

I have died every day