Heartless

What?

Loren's POV
Finn and I reached his house and we went downstairs and sat on his couch. I was admiring his basement. He finally spoke up and said

"So, what do you wanna do?"

"Do you have a PS4?"

He looked at me as though I was stupid or something.

"Do I have a PS4? What kind of question is that? Of course I have a PS4."

"What's your favourite game?"

"Hmm. Probably COD."

"Same."

After about 1 hour of playing COD, Finn and I played truth or dare.

"Finn, truth or dare?"

"Umm. Truth."

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Actually ya. Her name's Sadie. Do you know her?"

"Do I know her? She used to be my best friend. She left me for popularity."

He was staring at me.

"What. Am I too ugly too hang out with you?"

He just looked at me not saying a single word.

"You know what, I'm done. I'm going home. I knew Sadie would've put you up to this just so she could tear down my walls again. Do you even know what I've been through? No, you don't. I know I'm overreacting but the fact that you don't know my situation and you just listen to whatever your girlfriend says really pisses me off. Bye Finn I'll see you around."

I grabbed my stuff put on my shoes and ran to my house. I wouldn't cry. I cant cry. I'm not letting some stupid boy into my life who I just got over ruin my life. I could hear him screaming my name behind me. I'm not turning back. Not after what everyone's put me through. I'm shutting myself down. The only people who I'm going to talk to from now on I are my mom, Caleb and Gaten and Gaten's friend Abby. I haven't met her yet but I think she's nice. I heard she has a friend named Shannon who's a savage. I need to be more ruthless now so she can teach me her ways. I mean, I seem all nice and all but at home I'm totally different. My mom is really cool. She knows my language and the best things is she taught my grandpa how to dab. Unfortunately he passed. away when I was 12 but he was the best thing that I could've ever asked for. I finally reached my house and yelled

"MOM! I'm home! I'll be in my room!"

Without even questioning me my mom said okay and I ran upstairs and slammed my door. I ran to my bed and screamed in my pillow so no one would hear. After about an hour of staring at nothing, it was around 9:30 and I pulled out my phone and texted Gaten.

Loren: hey Gaten are you home yet?

Gaten: just left the party. Why what's wrong?

Loren: I was hanging out with Finn after the party and he is suck a jerk! I should've listened to you. I feel like Sadie has him wrapped around her finger and can get him to do whatever she wants.

Gaten: I'm sorry Loren but I gtg my moms coming. Bye

Loren: bye

That was the last thing I remember before I went to the bathroom. I always wore long sleeve shirts for a reason. I know I'm only 14 but I've been through a lot. I rolled up my sleeves and looks at my arms. It only reminded me of my dark past. I couldn't tell Gaten what I have done to myself. Can I?

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't updated in a while but I think thus new chapter is worth it. Comment what you think and give me feedback. Bye
~Shannon