So I've wanted to explain myself. I have recently been very bitchy because of what I have been going through. I have been a bitch to one of my best friends and I have been trying to 1 up her. I need to explain. Lately I have been going to therapy. Mental therapy. I have been going and my therapist says that I care to much about what people think about me I'm too hard on myself. Is true. I have been getting better. I feel safer. But when I get to school everything changes. I become a person who ain't truly me. I have to pretend to be someone who I'm not. I have to because I become ashamed of who I am. A crybaby. Not just a Melanie Martinez fan but an actually crybaby. I take hate really badly. My whole class basically hates me. My best friend doesn't hang out with me anymore. My crush doesn't like me. My whole school is hell. I'm sorry for not being who I truly am and I hope you all can forgive me
~ Shannon
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Heartless
Romansa"I wasn't always this way." 14 year old Loren has just met this boy she has had a crush on for years. But one day she learns that he is dating her "old" best friend, let's just say that things aren't pretty
