I felt alone; without you in my arms.
I saw her again, oh how she was beautiful. She wore a lovely sunflower crop top, with a binder. It looked so cute on her, her adorable tummy showing a bit. She was beautiful, gorgeous even.
I wanted to hold her, so I tried...but she started to shake. I didn't realize it at the time, but I made her uncomfortable. I made her insecurities show, I'm so sorry.
How selfish am I, how I felt so alone when I wasn't in your arms. I felt outcasted, pushed away. It made me tear up, but I had to smile. I had to smile for you, I smiled for you because you had a bad day yesterday. Your father hurt you, made you panic.
I wished I would have made you uncomfortable, I wish you weren't so nice. Maybe you would have told me, you weren't okay.
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My Wonderwall
Non-FictionThe day we met. She was beautiful, her bright blue eyes and Her brown freckles. She was everything I ever wanted, but I was straight; until I met her.I knew she wouldn't even look my way, though it was only a matter of time before I fell in Love wit...
