I can't blame you; I'd want affection too.
It's been a few days, and I missed her dearly. She dyed her hair black, and it looked beautiful. It framed her pale face perfectly, her bright blue eyes contrasting the dark blue.
You didn't sit with me, you haven't at all. We texted but I knew it felt different, it didn't feel open anymore. It felt so empty, I felt so empty.
I asked you tonight, if you had any feelings for me at all. You said no, you said you didn't know anymore. You said you were rebounding, the thought had crossed my mind.
But I didn't know you were like that, you aren't like that. I don't believe she doesn't feel anything, because the whole time I've known her...we've always had something. Even if we didn't know what it was, it was something.
But now don't you see, I feel played. I let down my walls, and the ache in my chest tells me so. Now I don't want to hurt like this again, so I won't let down my walls.
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Look what you've done to me.
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My Wonderwall
No FicciónThe day we met. She was beautiful, her bright blue eyes and Her brown freckles. She was everything I ever wanted, but I was straight; until I met her.I knew she wouldn't even look my way, though it was only a matter of time before I fell in Love wit...
