Broken and Bent

Always

              Nicky's POV
       "You know, you can always talk to me," Junior says, breaking the uncomfortable silence. Raelee just couldn't get out of camping with her family.
     "I know," I mumble. He rolls his eyes. I know what he wants me to say, that won't happen. "There's nothing to talk about." He nods and moves closer to me. As I continue writing in my notebook, he moves a piece of my hair out of the way.
     I look at, eyes meet his. For some reason I'm expecting to look into green ones, but are met by his brown eyes. He leans in again, kissing me, keeping is hands away.
     I try pushing him away by his shoulders, but he doesn't move. Instead, he pushes me down on the bed so I'm flat on my back and he gets above me. Not again. I can't go through this again. My heart is hammering, my head hurts, my body feels too relaxed, then everything goes black.
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        I wake up with my head hurting. My body is completely bare. Memories from what happened come back. He did what I never thought he would. The clock reads seven thirty, I'm a couple minutes late to babysit Daisy.
   As fast as I can, I get up and dressed. My thighs and the area between hurt, he must had been rougher than my step father had been.
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      When I arrive at the Santos house, Raelee is there. When Daisy sees me she runs over and hugs Mr, earning a wince from me. She pulls away and looks up at me with a sympathetic look.
    "Did I hurt you?" She asks looking up at me. I shake my head. The front door opens and Alex steps in, a black hoodie on. He turns towards us; his face is slightly beaten. It's definitely no secret around town what is does and supposably he's good at it.
     Daisy immediately runs into her room when she sees Alec. He closes his eyes and starts towards the direction his sister went. I stop him. "I'll talk to her, you clean your face," I tell him. Looking back at Raelee, she has a brow raised and is smirking at us.
     "Hey, Hun," I say when I get closer to her. She has tears running down her face as she lays in her bed, snuggling into her Sloth teddy bear. Those things are so cute! "What's wrong?" I ask her softly.
    "I don't like seeing him hurt. He-he's all I have.I asked him to stop , b-but he does-n't," she says between cries. I run my hand down her face.
     "Do you want me to talk to him while you try and get some sleep?" I ask. She nods, a tired look on her face. I kiss her forehead before standing and going into the living area.
   When I get into the living room, I see Alec with his hands running through Raelee hair, kissing her. Jealously make it's way. He's not even mine to be jealous of. Damnit!
     They pull a way as I fake a cough. Raelee looks like a deer in headlights. "I need to talk to you," I say. He nods and leads the way to the backyard. Raelee must had found a way out if the camp trip after all. I now wish she hasn't. "Do you understand that this is hurting your sister?" I demand.
     "Yes, I'm trying to stop. It's hard though. Its my escape, I need to punch something at times," he says. Its like me with cutting. "I'll talk to her in the morning. What's wrong with you?" He asks.
    "What do you mean?" I ask. He pulls down my over the shoulder shirt just a little further, revealing the bruise that Junior just have left. "Its nothing," I say. He tucks his hands in the pickets of his hoddie.
     "And your walking kuek a penguin. What happens, Nicole," he demands. I look away. He touches my neck, the area I had tried to cover with makeup to cover the handprint. "Who ra-"
     "Junior. Can you drop it now. Can't you see that I don't want to talk about it. I'm constantly hiding my pain and I hate it. Bad things keep happening to me. My mom doesn't see the monster she's with. I just want to d-"
     His expression goes angry and serious. "Don't you dare finish that sentence. You don't want that. This isn't forever, you'll find happiness," he says, cupping face in his hands. I nod. 
      "Okay."
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               Alec's POV
     I'm not some stacker that knows where the boy lives. IRS a very small town and you just know things. I get to juniors house and knock on the door. The door opens, a middle aged woman answering it. I give her a sweet smile.
     "I'm looking for your son, Junior?" She looks up and yells for him. He runs down the stairs and comes over. I grab him by the collar, pulling him to lawn and throwing him to the ground. His mother yells.for his father.
     I kick him multiple times before getting above him and punching him hard in the face numerous times. "Don't you ever touch or go near Nicole ever again. I'll kill you!" His parents aren't even trying to help.
      "What's her to you? Nothing!" He yells. I slap him.
     "She's mine!"

AN: OHHHHH!!! She opened up to him a little. Please comment what side you want to see next of him!!! Comment! Stay alive |-/          -Veah