Broken and Bent

Stop It

             Nicole's POV
     I shouldn't of came to visit my mom. Gavin usually works on Saturdays so I didn't think much of it. She's at the store right now, making it so that it's just me and him. I'm in my old room, looking out the window.
     Memories from all the beatings flood back to me. The night I was rapped by him comes back; the sound of my pleading for him to stop rings in my ears. The door opens, breaking me from my thoughts.
    I try standing before Gavin gets ahold of me, but I'm too slow. He pulls my hair, yanking it as hard as he can. I kick a leg out, trying to defend myself in some way. Its no help at all for my legs are too short.
     He throws me on the bed, getting above me, one leg between mine. His hands run down my body, making me squirm and start crying. "Stay calm. You'll enjoy it just like you did the first time," he says into my war, trying to sound sexy. His hands undo my pants after he rips my shirt and bra.
       Soon I'm completely bare and trying to yell for help. He gets himself undressed before touching my sensitive area with his fingers. My body racks with a sob. "Stop please," I beg. He kisses my neck.
     "I'm not even in you yet. This is gonna make you feel so damn good," he says as he slams himself in me. I squeeze my eyes shut at the pain that soon fades. Alec was a lot bigger so this is nothing in comparison. "So warm," he says. I find the sharp piece of glass in was using to cut myself on the bed. Acting like I'm holding onto him in pleasure, I grab the glass and slam the thick glass into his shoulder. He rolls of of me. I grab a shirt off the ground and run.
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         When I get to my dads Alec's in the front yard, he looks over at me in disgust. "Now your sleeping around?" He fires. I shake my head and start rushing inside when I see Gavin's car coming this way. Alec comes with me for some reason.
     My legs are too weak, earning me to fall on the stairs. He picks me up and carries me into my room. There's a loud knock on the door, making me go closer to him. He holds my hands. "I'm here."
    I nod slowly, hugging him tightly. He sits down, pulling me onto his lap. "This isn't your shirt," he points out. I just keep crying. "Did he-"
     "Yeah, he was in me and doing stuff but I found glass that I was using to...hurt myself and stabbed him in the shoulder. I was so scared," I say. He kisses my temple, laying down with me spooning him.
     "Lay down, I'll protect you. I love you so much," he says, kissing me temple again. I peck his jaw, needing his comfort.
     "I love you too." Those words have never been so true, through a lot he's managed to keep saying that and somehow meaning it. The letter from his mother said that he wouldn't of given it to me if he didn't really love me and I believe it. I love him too, with everything in me.
     He's something strong and steady to lean on. His and wraps around my waist strongly. His comfort is more than enough right now.

AN: HE SHALL GET REVENGE!!!! COMMENT! STAY ALIVE |-/        -Veah