Broken and Bent

Valentines Day

Alec's POV
Damon let's me inside the house after I knock fro what seems like forever. This is the first Valentines day I've actually been in a relationship. Jupiter is here, hair in neat curls. She sees me and looks sad. Damon goes into the backyard. She comes over and stays at a friendly distance.
"What do you want?" I demand. She looks down at her black wedges.
"I want to apologize. Its may mean nothing, but I've changed. What I did to you at fifteen, so young, was wrong. I should have respected your mother and just watched like a normal person. But, come on your handsome. I'm sorry and I'm happy that you've found love just as I have. Please forgive me?" She says.
I think back to what she did. Seducing a fifteen year old isn't only gross but also illegal. But I bet I've done worse; hell I killed someone who might of had a family. "Apology accepted. Now how long have you been with Nicole's dad?" I ask.
"About a year. He didn't want to say anything go her yet, cause he was still deeply in live with her mother. But after what happened, he stopped and wanted to make a full commitment to me as I had with him. You, your all grown up now. Nicole? The name," she says. I smile to myself.
"That's first thing that drew me in. Then I realized that she had so many of my moms personality traits; not to mention she's perfect with Daisy. That's the most important thing since I feel like she's my daughter when I'm her brother. I don't know, I just fell in love with her," I say. She touches my hand.
"Does she know about what happened when you were growing up?" She asks me. The memory of my childhood flashed before my eyes. "You need to tell her. It could come back one day and you'll have to say something. And that you can't have children cause of where the bullet hit. You guys will be okay though."
I don't know if we will when I say that I can't have kids. What I'm planning tonight has to romantic since what's going go happen. Nicole walks down the stairs. Her dad comes back down and let's her jump on his back.
She giggles, making me smile. Jupiter stands beside me. Nicole looks beautiful as always, hardly any makeup, but dressed in darker clothes than usual. She jumps down from her dads back and comes to me. I kiss her forehead.
"Hey beautiful," I say against her skin. She gives me a sweet smile. Damon gestures for me to go over to him. We go into the kitchen. He hands me a box of condoms.
"As much as I would love to have grandkids one day, today is not the day," he says. I look down at the size and hand it back. He looks at me with a confused look. "What?" He asks.
"If you don't want grandkids, you shouldn't give me condoms that are going to brake when I put it on," I say. He raises a brow. I'm grateful that even though I'm with his daughter he's still like a friend and can do these types of things when I'd be doing it with his daughter.
"There's no way in hell your bigger than this," he says. I cock my head to the side. "I've never been so jealous of a teenage boy." I smirk to myself.
"Its a gift."
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Nicole and I sit on the hood of my truck, looking at the stairs. We're at La Push again, listening to the water. I look at her from the corner of my eye. I wish I knew what she was thinking. She looks sad. "What wrong?" I ask.
"Just thinking. I hate Valentines day. The first time Gavin ever hit was on a Valentines day," she says. I take her hand in mind and kiss her few scars that are there, being a total cliché.
"He can never hurt you ever again," I tell her. She smiles and takes in a deep breath. I sit up and jump off the hood, standing in front of her. She sits io straight now to look down at me. "I need to talk to you about something that has been on my chest." She looks nervous.
"If your break-"
"No, its the complete opposite actually," I say, chuckling nervously. She gives a sigh. "I love you and don't ever want to lose you; its became a fear. You have made me better in a sense I wasn't expecting. Your so damn angelic, beautiful, perfect. Somehow you manage to love me. Someone so bent. But so are you-"
"I'm more broken than bent," she interrupts. I run my hand through her hair.
"I don't care. I want to marry you on day, but I know you won't say yes right now at such a young age. So, take this ring as a promise that one day I will get down on one knee and marry you to spend the rest of our lives together," I tell her.
She smiles, tears coming down her face. I place the small diamond ring on her ring finger and kiss her deeply. Her hands run through my short hair.
"I love you so much," she says, looking down at the ring. I sot back next to her. Time passes between us and I have a cigarette in my hand. She looks at me closely. "I don't understand how people smoke those things," she says. I smirk and hand her the cigarette.
"Try it," I say, going back go my bad influence self. She looks nervous as she presses it between her lips and inhales. She looks deathly sexy like this. She takes it out and exhales the smoke, coughing violently. I can't help but laugh.
"Its not bad, just weird," she says, hitting her bottom lip. I take it make and press it to my lips. "Its one hell of a turn on though," she says. I lean in closer to her, blowing out the smoke whole she stares longingly a my lips.
"I want you so bad right now," I say. She blushes, smiling little.
"I want you too, but my dad is in tonight with his girlfriend. And your family is home today," she says. I jump back down, offering my hand. She jumps down.
"They all went out of town, so you and I are alone," I say smiling. She looks up at me through her lashes.
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(Mature)
I open my bedroom door, letting Nicole in first. She stops in her tracks when she sees the roses and candles. I walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her.
"You didn't have to do all this," she says, turning to face me. I raise her chin to look me in the eyes. I lean down and kiss her.
"I wanted to," I say. She smiles and leans into me, letting me push her down onto the bed. Slowly, we get undressed. I look down at her to see her in dark red lingerie. There's a bow in the center of her bra. "Shit," I curse. She giggles.
I press my lips to the exposed skin on her breast. Her hand grips the back of my head. "No foreplay, I just want you. Now," she says breathlessly. Taking my mouth away she takes the rest of her clothes off and positions me at her entrance.
I gently push inside her. She takes in a sharp breath. I lift one if her lips and put but farther to the side. I speed up as I can tell she gets more used to it. My fingers make lingering, slow creases on her skin.
"Slower please, it kind of hurts," she tells me. I do as asked, going at a slow, but satisfying pace. Her hips raise against everyone of my thrusts. She takes my hand and places on her neck. I tighten my grip. "Ah, daddy," she nearly yells.
By this time I'm breathing heavily and holding her painfully tight. Her hands grip my biceps as I go harder. Her back arches against me as she finishes. I reach my end a few minutes later.
I roll into my side, looking at her. She smiles at me. "That was great," she says. I nod, pulling her closer to me. I take her hand and look at the promise ring. "Can I ask you something?" She asks.
"Of course, lovely," I say. It's become my go to nickname do her. She traces lines on my chest.
"Your mother said that when you were five something happened to you in the letter. She also said that if it could come back I need to stay by your side. What happened?" She asks. I take her hand for...comfort I don't know.
"I had cancer."

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