Broken and Bent

Divorce

              Nicole's POV
     I don't know why I said that. I've never wanted someone the way I wanted him, but in had to get scared!?! Come on! I get out of bed and walk down stairs. My dad is talking harshly to my mom about something.
     "What's going on here?" I ask. They stop and look at me. "And don't say its nothing cause I can handle it." My dad walks closer to me.
     "Your mother isn't going through with her divorce," he tells me. She glares daggers at him. "After everything-"
     "He never hurt me," she nearly yells at him. That hurt. My dad looks down at me. "I want you to come back with me. He said he'd stop drinking," she tells me. Tears escape my eyes.
     "No," I say. She looks surprised. "He might of never hurt you, but he hurt me in ways I don't want to talk about. For you to say that it's okay cause he didn't hurt you is so messed cause I'm your daughter. He's just some man that you fell in life with for some reason. If its up to me, I want and need to stay with dad," I say. She starts towards me.
    "You don-"
    "I do have a choice. It's my safety," I say. It feels weird for me to standup for myself. Sighing, I go back up stairs and get dressed.
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      "Raelee, do what your happy with," I tell her. She rolls her eyes. One minute she's happy with Luke, the next she's confused. Its not fair for him at all. He thinks shes in love with him.
     "Its just hard," she says. The front door opens ad Ryan Santos and a middle aged woman walk in;  followed by Alec. There's dry blood on his knuckles and his face is bleeding mildly.
     "Sorry girls," Mr.Santos says. I stay in place so I don't wake Daisy. "This is my girlfriend, Monique," he says, introducing us to the woman. I give a friendly smile. Alec comes back out, blood cleaned up. He leans down and kisses my forehead before sitting down on the recliner. Raelee shocked.
     "Please tell me you two aren't together," his father says. I stay quiet. "How many times have I told you to stay away from her of all people." What!?!
      "Guess who started not to care?" He says sarcastically and waves. Daisy slowly wakes up, looking at her brother. She gets up and runs into his arms. He would make a great father.
     "Hey," he says, smiling at her. She touches the bruise of his jaw and sighs. "I'm okay," he tells her. Raelee gestures to leave. We stand up.
     "Well, we should get going. It's late," Raelee says. We leave the house, letting the cold air brush against out arms. "What the hell happened to beat your heart out?" She asks.
     "Change of heart."
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  (Mature)
   There's a note on the kitchen counter when I get home. Had to go out of town for a couple days for work. Be good. Your mom left. -Dad  I set the letter down and sit down on the couch. There's a loud knock on the door.
  I'm too short to look through the peephole, so I look out the certain. Alec comes in after I open the door. "Dad home?" He asks. I shake my head.
     "Daisy okay?" I ask. He nods, grinning. Its obvious he loves her like she's his own child.
     "That shirt drops down a little too much," he says smirking. The look in his eyes does something to me. Damn I want him. He rests his hands in my waist.
      "Sorry," I say, pulling it up. He stops me. Our eyes meet before he presses me against the stairs. His hand grips my neck, making me gasp a little. He picks me up, making sure to grind against me. He's too good at this.
        "Please," I find myself says. His chuckles against my neck, making me moan. He carries me up to my room, finding it after going into my dads.  He lays me down in the center of my bed. When he drops down above me, I unzip his jacket, revealing his very toned and muscular chest and abs.
    This is the first time I've ever actually looked at him. A certain scar catches my attention; its a line, on his waist line. He slowly brings down the straps of my tank top down. I'm not wearing a bra, so immediately I cover myself.
      "Don't hide from me. I won't do anything you don't want," he tells me, moving my hands. I blush at being so exposed to someone while knowing. He doesn't look or make any comment, just smiles and kisses me gently.
     My hands run though his hair. He moves down to my collar bone. I start panicking slightly. "Don't stop please," I say. He nods and keeps going.
     My mouth gaps open as he takes on of my breasts into his mouth. I claw at his back. A moan escapes me. My hands move down his chest and to the zipper of his black jeans. He doesn't stop as I undo his jeans.
     "We don't have to go all the way if you don't want to," he says.
     "I want to," I say. He blinks a few times before taking my pants off along with his own.
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        I lay with my head rested on his chest. This is the first night in so long that I haven't cut myself. Or thought about ending all my pain. It's gone right now. The pain. The thinking I deserve to die. I just feel happy and relaxed in his strong arms.

AN: The only reason I didn't write the whole thing was because when I do, I want to show how he REALLY is in bed (kinky). PLEASE COMMENT OF HER YOU WANT TO SEE!!!! Stay alive |-/             -Veah