Broken and Bent

Sister Sister

Nicky's POV
I lay in the bathroom, the water turning a light shake of red from the blood seeping from my body. The anxiety was killing. I went to the only escape I have. My mom would be pissed.
No one I know understands. My mom has seen my scars and cuts and started crying. She made me feel like the bad guy for hurting. But I'm the one suffocating.
It constantly feels like I'm a shrinking box and there's no possible way out. There's always someone there taunting me to be better. I hate myself so much for being and feeling the way I do.
My eyes close as I lay my head back and relax the best I can. I drop the blade to the floor, starting to become tired.
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I must had fallen asleep. I get out, my legs and waist hurting from the cuts. Making my way to the bed room, someone in there. Slowly and hesitantly, I make my way into the room.
My sister turns around and looks at me. I smile brightly and hug her. We hardly see each other. She's three years older than me. "Hey, are you okay?" She asks.
"Yeah," I answer. She nods and go goes out to the balcony. I follow her out. Who needs sleep right? She's looking across the street.
"I remember I had the biggest crush on the boy across the street. The younger one but thought it was weird cause he was a year younger than me," she says. I glare at her a little. I'm not possessive, I repeat to myself again and again.
"He's very handso-"
"Just bad. Very bad and kinky in bed. Mmhh, I remember yelling out got him," she says, biting her lio. They've slept together. Of course they have. He's slept with almost everyone in this damn town.
"Oh," is all I say.
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His hands run down my back. I don't know what he's trying to do, but it's working. I've never been so relaxed. "Do you wanna tell why you wanted to give me a massage?" I ask.
"I need to find someway to touch your beautiful body," he says. I blush. "You really are gorgeous," he says, unzipping the back of my shirt. Nervousness builds up. "I won't do anything." And I believe him.
"So, how many girls have you been with?" I ask uncomfortably. His movements stop.
"Um, honestly I've lost count. Not proud of that," he says. I turn under him. Its surprising that behind under him like this isn't making me nervous. For some reason I trust that he won't do anything I don't consent of.
"My sister mentioned your guys brief past," I say. He pales. "Forget I ever brought this subject up," I say.
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Alec's POV
I honestly can't stand that she knows I've slept with her sister. I'm trying to make it obvious that I want her only. "No, listen. That did happen with you sister, but it didn't have feeling behind it," I say. That must had made me sound like such a douchebag.
"Okay," she says awkwardly. This position just be nerve racking with her. The fact that two men have done her so wrong, angers me. I try getting up, but she grips my waist. "Don't move. I like this view," she says with a grin.
"This view could get a whole lot better," I mumble. She flares red. That damn blush is so fucking cute. I just...I just want her so bad but know she doesn't want that.
"Someday," she says. I bring my lips down to hers, her hands wrapping around my neck.

AN: PLEASE COMMENT SOME IDEAS!!!! I have a plot twist planned but need something to happen before that. I was so close to having then just jump into bed together, but I want that to have a good pay off. COMMENT!! Stay alive |-/ -Veah