I Love Him

Chapter 7

-1 WEEK AFTER THE BREAKUP-

*ALLIE'S POV*

It's been a week since I broke up with Sam. We haven't talked since and my parents were going to be back in 3 days. I cut myself once every day, my wrist was covered in bandages. And no one ever noticed thank God. If Kian ever found out... I just don't know what I would do. The night I broke up with Sam and cut myself Kian came in my room to comfort me.

~FLASHBACK~

"Hey lil sis." He pulled me into a hug.

"Did I make the right choice?" Tears formed in my eyes.

"I can't say yes and I can't say no."

"I just feel like nothing. I mean Sam and Acacia kissed and I just... It hurt so bad. I thought he loved me."

"Allie, I know what you saw, but you also need to look at Sam's side too because he's the one who went through. He told me he loved you, he still does too. He told me he just wants you to understand that she kissed him first and that he couldn't pull away because she wouldn't let go." I started to cry.

"I need a little bit to think." I said.

~END OF FLASHBACK~

I needed to talk to Sam. Kian was right I need to see Sam's story. I ran to the kitchen and I saw a note on the table.

Hey Allie,

I went to Andrea's for a bit. Sam's in my room cleaning. Just in case you want a second chance at love. :)

-Kian

I ran up to Sam. He looked up at me.

"Sam, I'm so sorry. I made a stupid choice breaking up with you. this whole time I was so depressed because I was looking at my point of view not your's. I love you." I tried to hold back my tears. He looked at me and smiled.

"I am so glad you forgive me. I love you so much. YOU were the only thing on my mind for the past week." He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me. Our lips moved in sync. Since I was tip toeing while we were kissing he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he laid me on the bed. We made out for a little bit more and then he pulled away.

"I love you Allie. Can we try a second chance at our relationship?" I nodded,

"Of course babe." I slowly kissed him again. He bit my lip asking for entrance and I accepted. Our tongues fought for dominance and he won.

"Woah! Guys!" Sam and I immediately pulled apart looking at a shocked Kian. I giggled, gave Sam a peck on the cheek and went to my room. When was I going to tell Sam about my cuts?

"Hey Allie wanna go to the O2L house and go swimming?" Sam asked me while sliding his arms around my waist. Oh no I can't not with the cuts.

"Umm no thanks. we should all umm go umm to the mall." I laughed nervously. By the expression he gave me he knew something was up.

"Allie? Is there something your not telling me?" He asked. I shakes my head and tried to walk out of the room. He grabbed my wrist and I winced. Why did he have to know me so well?

"Allie?" He got a good hold of me and pulled up my sleeve to reveal my bandages. He took of the bandages and looked me in the eye.

"W-why Allie?"

"I was so hurt. I shut everyone out. I-I was so alone." I wanted to cry.

"Don't tell Kian please!" I begged Sam. He nodded sadly and kissed my cheek.

"I'm going to be sleeping here tonight and tomorrow." I nodded my head and he walked out my room.

"Babe I'm going to get a snack want anything?" he asked before he left.