I Love Him

Chapter 24

*ALLIE'S POV*

Today was the day of my mom's funeral. I was wearing a black dress that went no longer than my knees and I wore my hair in a braid. I didn't wear any makeup knowing that I could burst out crying at any moment.

"Don't worry baby I know you can do this." Sam told me, lifting up my chin so I can look in his eyes.

"I don't think I can. And didn't I tell you not to call me baby." I chuckled nervously. He laughed a little pulling me into a hug.

....

"My mom," I cleared my throat. "She was the best person you can ever ask for. She was always at my side to help me. We had a lot of memories, like the time we went ice skating and she taught me how to skate even if I fell a lot." I laughed, a tear rolling down my cheek. I caught a glance of Kian who was also crying lightly with Andrea at his side. I realized that the one person who should have been here who wasn't was my dad. Anger and grief had overwhelmed me as I kept going. "Or that time I had my first boyfriend.... The point is that she was always there for me. My mom gave me advice for being at high school. I remember the first day I was a Freshman, I took her advice with me and without her I wouldn't have my friends, amazing boyfriend, and most importantly my life. She have me everything and sometimes I took her for granted." More tears fell down my face. "Most of all I love her and I will never forget her as long as I live. Because I know that she is looking down at me and that one day I will see her again." I finished wiping tears off my face as I walked to my seat next to Kian and Sam.

....

The funeral had ended about an hour later. I was completely angry because when I walked into house I saw my dad sprawled out on the couch with beer cans all over the floor.

"DAD WAKE THE FUCK UP!?" By this time I was completely angered because the whole time he didn't bother to even show up for my mom's funeral. I know it hurts but that's no excuse.

"What? Don't use that language." He slurred.

"You didn't bother to even show up to mom's funeral."

"This is you fault!" He pointed at me? No. His aim was off. I looked behind me and there was Kian. I saw tears threatening to come out of his eyes.

"Dad-"

"ALL YOUR FAULT!" My dad had grabbed the nearest beer bottle and smashed it.

"Dad don't make him feel bad. He already feels bad enough it's not his fault." I tried to calm him down.

"Move Allie!" My dad yelled pushing me out of the way. He was going for Kian.

"Don't TOUCH HIM!" I leaped in front of Kian as I felt a heavy weight against my cheek. He had punched me. Andrea gasped running to me.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" Kian now screaming lunged for my dad, pushing to the floor. Punches were being thrown as I was yelling for them to stop. Andrea was dialing the police and I was crying defenseless. I managed to get my phone to call Sam too.

Minutes later I heard sirens and both the police and Sam ran through the door, Sam coming to my aid holding me back as they put handcuffs on my dad. Kian was sitting on the side while Andrea was crying and hugging him while the policewoman was asking him questions. Kian dabbed his busted lip with a towel and holding an ice pack to his eye which was now swollen.

"Hello honey. Are you Allie?" I looked up to a woman with hazel eyes and short dirty blonde hair. "I'm Hazel."

"Yeah I'm Allie."

"Can you tell me what happened?"

"Well, I got angry at my dad for getting drunk instead of going to my mom's funeral," I paused holding back the tears. "I yelled at him and then he started to lunge for Kian, as I blocked him. That explains why my face hurts. Anyways then they started fighting." I told Hazel as Sam pulled me in for a hug. I can't believe how weak I was being. My world right now is falling apart little by little and the only person that can hold me together is Sam. Hazel told me that they're going to lock up my dad since he was pretty much an alcoholic abuser if that makes sense.... But I had a couple of words for him,

"Dad, I hate you, I fucking hate you and I never want to see you in my life. When you get out of jail don't even bother to come to me." I walked away knowing how harsh my words were, but he deserved it.

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Hey guys! This was crappy I know but whatever. I hope y'all liked this comment, vote whatever!

Love you guys!

-Alma❤️