I Love Him

Chapter 25

*ALLIE'S POV*

-ONE WEEK LATER-

I was now eating pancakes next to Lidia.

"So how are you and Sam?" She tried to make conversation.

"We're fine." I smiled reassuringly as I remembered our moment that was a week ago.

"Well I have to go meet Andrea, she told me we would hang out since so much had happened." I said as I put the last bit of my pancake in my mouth. Lidia nodded and I grabbed my keys walking out the door. I sat down in my car and since I haven't been on Twitter lately so I decided to Tweet.

@the_allieee: Hey guys! I know it's been a long time ;( But... I'm backkkkk :D

I turned off my IPhone and started the car.

.....

"Hey Andrea! Jenn! Lexi!" I hug each one of them and then stopped at a girl with blonde hair and brown eyes. "Hi I'm Allie. Who are you?" I smiled politely.

"I'm Isabelle." She replied.

"Yeah, she's my friend from Virginia she came to visit me." Lexi explained.

We all then went to Starbucks and while Jenn, Andrea, and Lexi went to order their drinks, Isabelle sat next to me. I was texting Sam during the wait and I swear that she kept giving me dirty looks.

"Back! And Bethany is going to meet us at the beach." Andrea told me after she checked her phone.

"The beach? I didn't bring a bikini." I frowned.

"we didn't either! That's why we're going shopping before hand." Lexi said excitedly.

....

We finally arrived to the beach. Lexi had picked out a yellow bikini, Andrea a purple polka dot one, Jenn plain pink, Isabelle blue, and I choose a teal one. We walked along the shore taking selfies until we bumped into Bethany.

"Hi Beth!" I was so excited to see her because I haven't seen her in forever. We hugged and a bit after we decided to go swimming.

"Is it okay if the boys come?" Jenn asked holding her phone so the caller, probably Jack, can't hear our conversation. Andrea, Beth, and I exchanged looks and shrugged nodding. Jenn went back to her conversation on the phone. When she got off she told us that the boys would come in about 10 minutes. In the mean time Bethany and I caught up while everyone else was tanning or in the water.

"So how are you Beth? I heard that you started a clothing line." I smiled.

"Oh yeah I was so happy when  people started to buy the clothes I designed." She laughed. "but more importantly how are you holding up?" She asked mentioning my mom and dad.

"I guess it's fine, I mean Sam's been helping me a lot, and I haven't really talked to Kian." She stayed silent not knowing what to say.

"Here! Hey Allie its been forever!" I looked at Connor who was standing over me. I got up and hugged him.

"I know right!" I said back hugging him tighter, man I missed him.

"I would be doing amazing too but you're squeezing the hell out of me." He choked out. I let go and laughed. Then I went to Trevor ruffling his hair. Next was Jc and Ricky, I gave Ricky a hug but when I went to Jc he ignored me. How can he be mad if he's with Lia?

"Hey Alls." Sam came to me kissing me lightly.

"Hey Sammers, where's Kian?" I looked around for my brother.

"He's sitting over there." Sam pointed to Kian who was sitting on a rock.

"I'll be back.' I told Sam before I walked up to Kian.

"Mind if I join?" I asked Kian. He shook his head and I sat down next to him.

"It's all my fault, isn't it?" Kian said quietly.

"of course not. It was never your fault in the beginning."

"But she asked me if I wanted to come and I said no."

"She asked me to, but Kian things happen and we need to move on. She will always be in our hearts and she will always look over us."

"I don't know anymore. Dad said-"

"I don give a shit what dad said. I understand it was hard for all of us but dad didn't have to act like a prick. The point is Kian, can you please just have a little fun with us?"

"I guess." He sighed getting off the rock and walking to the girls and boys as I followed. I saw Jc on his phone acting like Connor when he was bored. I think it's time to make things right between us. I walked over to Jc and sat next to him. So much talking today.

"Hi." I spoke first.

"Hey.'

"Jc what's wrong? You never act like this."

"Allie, look, I still have feelings for you and I can't stop thinking about you." He spit out. It took me a moment to process what he said.

"Jc, I just want the old you. The Jc who was chill, laid back, and actually happy. And you have Lia! I just need my best friend back." Jc looked down as I said this. "Well?"

"Okay I'm back." He smiled unsure.

....

I just got out of the shower. I dried my hair and left it naturally wavy since it was night and I didn't look that bad to be honest. I was in a tank top and Sam's basketball shorts even though it was big on me.

"Move Sam." I pushed Sam a little off of my bed.

"But your bed's huge! Imagine all the things we can do on it." He smirked.

"Oh my God, Sammie you have such a dirty mind." I laughed at his stupidity.

"I don't have a dirty mind, I have a sexy imagination." I laughed even more. "But Allie, I need to tell you something." I got a scared at this moment. What if he was cheating on me? What if didn't feel what I felt in this relationship?

"W-what is it?" I couldn't help but stutter.

*SAM'S POV*

She stuttered during her question and by that I knew that she was nervous. Allie had always stuttered when she was nervous.

"Well during the time that you were with Jc, I kinda hooked up with Acacia." I finished my sentence quickly, waiting for her to yell at me. She just stood there silently, looking at the floor.

"Oh." She managed to choke out. "I'm tired, we should head to sleep." She said in almost a whisper as she got underneath, the covers her back turned.

 *ALLIE'S POV*

I woke up next to Sam who was still sleeping. I know I shouldn't be mad because Sam and I were not together at the time, but then again I still am a bit mad. There's only one reason of why I'm upset- or should I say hurt- but it's only because I thought he didn't have any feelings for Acacia. I really don't know what to think anymore.

"Morning Al." I was shot out of my thoughts when I heard Sam's voice. I was still shocked by his actions with Acacia so I decided not to reply. "Allie? Allie, I'm sorry if your mad, it's just that I was so alone and-"

"No, I- I'm not mad." I lied, partially because I didn't want to argue with him.

"Okay," He pulled me close to him. kissing me on the forehead. "But, I'm sorry okay. Just because I hooked up with her, doesn't mean that I love you any less. Because the whole time I was thinking about you, your smile, eyes, everything. I love you so much and I don't think you know how much I do." I felt heat rising in my cheeks.

"Love you too." I buried my head in the crook of his neck so that my words came out muffled.