I Love Him

Chapter 21

*ALLIE'S POV*

It's been about a week. My mom still in a coma, us still not knowing if she'll live, I'm taking it really hard. Lidia about 3 months pregnant, my dad now an alcoholic because he can't take it. My life right now is total shit.

Everyday after school I come to visit my mom and see if the doctors know if she'll live. I still don't fucking know. I can't even fake a smile. I am now the sad, little depressed girl who sits in a corner and cries. Sam has been accompanying me the whole time too and I am so damn grateful for that. Sam always knows how to make me feel better in the worst of times, but for some reason it's only for second he gets me happy. The rest of my world is all dark.

Right now I am at the hospital still hoping my mom will wake up. I hold her pale hand gently. I sit for a couple of minutes until I hear a beeping noise . I look around frantically and see the heart monitor drop into a straight line.

"SOMEONE HELP!" I yell as a bunch of nurses burst through the room. One of the nurses tells me to wait outside and I do as she says. I sit outside my mom's hospital room not knowing what's going on. My vision goes blurry because I am crying. I'm dying inside little by little as the clock passes by. Still nothing. I had already called Kian and Lidia so they're on their way hopefully.

"We're here." Kian says with tears already streaming down his face. I look at Lidia and she's already sobbing.

"I-I don't know what happened. I was holding her hand and the heart monitor dropped." I tried to explain while holding back tears. But holding the tears only made it worse as I let out a sob.

....

We waited for about 30 minutes in silence except for the little sobs that came out every 5 minutes until one if the nurses came out. We all immediately jolted up.

"Is she okay!?" I asked worried. The nurse looked down with sad eyes. No this can't be happening. No. No please, no.

"I'm sorry, but we did everything we could-"

"EVERYTHING YOU COULD!? NO! IF YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD SHE WOULD BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW!" I immediately cut the nurse off as I was trying not to believe the fact that, that my mom was dead. All if the sudden my vision became a blur and my ears deafened. Then my world went black.