I wonder why you're staying, when I continuously blame myself for actions that aren't mine, ridiculous thoughts that my own mind can't comprehend, and you tell me that you hate hearing me talk bad about myself, when that's all I know and I've dealt with all of these years when I'm the only culprit to my own destruction, don't tell me these words are always false.
I don't remember if you care that I'm not as intelligent as you, of you care of I'm less imagine as you, if you care that I'm not as intellectually advanced as you because I think about the fact I'm not as good as you almost Everytime we see each other because I'm not worth your time and I don't see how I'm worth you time when half the time I'm can't even get you to look me in the eyes...
YOU ARE READING
Poetic Relapse.
PoetryA place for me to write poetry whenever it arises in my lungs, when I have no air to scream these words that haunt me into my days and night