late night thoughts

idek xD

          I have to read an ode for a grade tomorrow.
That's gonna be terrible.
               Along with the coffee she's offering us.
                                   Like
Nondairy creamer aNd sugar packets.
                           Dude.
                      Ew.
And my friends have been coming back to school.
       I've been a mute in all the classes I have with them so talking is gonna be weird.
It's already not one of my strong suits so hooooowwwww the actaulllllll--dude wait not just that I've already been feeling the awkwardness return.
                Not
                        In
                              A
                                   Bad way.
       Just that I've been able to be "alone" with my boyfriend since they weren't there.
          The awKwaRdNesS is cominnggg bbaacckkk again, fuuccccc--
                   I guess I'll be fine.
         At least I don't have to be alone in gym and creative writing anymore c:
              I really need to start looking on the bright side of things.
Dude if I'm gonna put my hair up tomorrow I can't wear a white shirt.
                I really don't want to go to the movies this weekend.
I hate horror movies.
                          The only reason my boyfriend wants us to go is because the person who invited us offered pizza.
                      And I'm just like(in my head of course)
'I don't give two shits if she's offering pizza. I want to cuddle and kiss you and spent what little time I have with you while we're alone. Like if you want you can marry that damn pizza instead of me I guess you don't care enough to ask for my say in this.'
                                    *clears throat*
AnYwaY, I'm starting to get tired. Imma sleep goodnight beautiful people who actually read this shit 💜 love you c: