it's almost four in the fucking morning and all I hear is this clicking sound, and before you say it's a clock, it's not. it's either my walls, the house itself, the papers on my wall from my fan being on, or some ghost either way I can't fucking sleep. sleep is where I need to be right now because I'm losing my goddamn mind. without sleep I can't concentrate, it makes my anxiety worse, and makes me depressed. I will admit I don't have anything to do today but how do I know that? I mean it's Saturday...not that I do anything but my dad did say he wanted to see me one weekend this month...I don't know and my boyfriend might come over. Not that that'll ever happen..honestly idk why I'm worrying so much no one cares anyway. I sleep until four in the afternoon, no one questions it, no one messages me, so it doesn't fucking matter. Hell, I could pull an all nighter and they wouldn't even care. I want to maintain the mood I was in today and I need sleep for that but now idec.
YOU ARE READING
late night thoughts
AcakJust my thoughts at night. Before I sleep, when I wake up, when i am awake, you'll never know! Hope you enjoy! Might get kinda deep later on tbh so here's your warning, loves. Now I'm gonna try to sleep, if my mind stops trying to have a constant wa...
