I just can't

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11:00 p.m. , Bighit office, Seoul

"This matter is getting out of hand", PDNim stated.

Here I stand in my black hoodie, black loose pants and with a mask covering 85% of my face. I've been trying to listen to his words carefully but my mind keeps zoning out. I haven't been able to understand a single words he's been trying to say for the past 30 minutes only thing I know is the center of this talk is Jungkook and I. I'm not always like this. What's wrong with me today I question myself and try to draw my attention back to Pdnim keyword "try" but unfortunately I failed.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Yoongi Hyung ask me to give my opinion on something.

"Ahh I'm sorry I kinda zoned out , I don't know what to say ",was all I said earning a sigh from everyone else.

Suddenly, I felt a tap on my shoulders turning to right I found Jimin mouthing some words like 'are you okay?' to which I answered with a small smile. This dongsaeng cares too much. He's such an angel,I thought to myself before fully turning my attention towards all my members.

I took a quick look at everyone's face , every single one of them looked tired, all of them had dark circles surrounding their eyes, there was no cheer in their eyes which completely broke my heart what else caught my attention was maknae's eyes were swollen and were red because  maybe he cried last night , the thought of him crying made me frown but I guess that's life everybody cries at some point of time in hope of washing away their pain with their tears.

Sometimes no matter how beautiful words we know or how vast vocabulary we have ,we can't explain the ocean of pain in our heart or if we find the suitable  words we are not able to find who's worth listening to our words , the one who would just listen to us because not always we want some advice but all we want is an ear ,well that's how life works if we have one thing we might not have the other.

But I just can't let my brother breakdown in front of me , I just can't. I might not be able to help him out completely but that doesn't mean I should not even try.

Once again I felt a tap but this time not on my shoulder rather it was on my face, yeah that was a slap. I turnes my gaze to my left to find Suga staring at me angrily, his stare was enough to make realise my mistake.

"I called you 3 times, but you seem to be too distracted. Do we'll look like idiots to you? What do you think we are doing here today?", said Suga in an annoyed tone.

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