I nearly died

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Here I was waiting for my once in a lifetime opportunity to come and embrace me with open arms.At the moment I was surrounded by people who are giving me disgusted glares as if I was caught stealing their money. I even heared some girls opinions about me like"oh have you seen her?she isn't even worth looking.
It must be really hard for beautiful, intelligent and sensuous Mrs Park to raise a girl like her. Imagine having a daughter like her.pfft I would have reconsidered my life choice" and second one "Yes, indeed. Have you seen her fashion sense, the outfit , it's so last season. Believe me you won't find me dead in that outfit.I guess all the money in the world can't buy you some class.Lastly, I bet the outfit she's wearing is definitely Gucci but look how she's carrying it making it look like trash from Wal-Mart.I feel bad for those clothes as well as our lovely Mrs Park.Let's leave this topic, it's not gonna bring us any good.

I mentally chuckled little did they know this outfit is actually from Wal-Mart and not only this one but most of my wardrobe is from there.Only gucci I posses is a watch Mrs Park gave me three years back. My attire is only 45,000 won from head to toe. What's the point of spending so much money on things those I'd wear for  like 400-500 times only, pretty useless.She called my outfit last season, right?I feel sorry for her, like it must be really hard to survive with a pea sized brain. White button up and pencil skirts are timeless classic something that never gets out of trend because it is a major component of dress ethics of co-operate work culture. I'm really glad after talking all the trash about me they realised it's not going to do anything good to them. Like damm chicks these days are so fast even tortoise would feel envious. I'm sorry turtles you got tough competition these days but that life. We all have to fight to survive in this world. It's a cold world.

Once I was done having my internal monologue, my gaze switched towards my surroundings. I was still in my chair, only thing that was changed was my looks. Now I look like a vanilla cake with  a red cherry on top aka my lips. Great! now my hands and face don't match anymore. I feel so fantastic. I'm positive now I wouldn't be able to unlock facelock that my cellphone has because unfortunately they don't have ability  recognize cakes yet.Let's get over with this situation like a badass real quick.

Thirty minutes more to go before this damm interview gets started. Suddenly lights got dim, violinists began playing violins ;sound of enchanting melody echoing in the entire hall, roses being scattered as princess makes her way towards me. Should I bow , should I smile or should I kneel down to pay my regards? How about none of the above because the so called queen and I are not exactly on the good terms.

"Hello Miss Ja- I mean Miss Park, So we met again,"she uttered in a sweet voice. If only it wasn't fake

"Of course Miss Dim, how could we not? We are best friends, now aren't we?" with that for the finisher I leaned into her ear and softly spoke my next few words " I see you have gained some  extra pounds but don't worry I text you Mrs Park's dietician's details" as a quick motor reaction I took my steps back because I can't wait to see what she's going to do next but beforw that let me finish this meal with a dessert, "After all we are  best friends" letting  out a sigh. Now my job here is done let's see what happens next.

"It's Kim Ayisha K-I-M and yes definitely we are best friends"I said through gritted teeth.

God, if only I can record this moment and preserve this moment like my life depends on it because it's not like everyday that one can make Miss Dim's face look like a freaking tomato. Had she been a volcano, she would have bursted up till now.Now doubt she's beautiful,as per set standards,you don't come across such beauty in everyday life but when she opens her mouth, one loses every ounce of respect  and admiration for her.

This earth is already really sad,people are  depressed, they worry about their outer forgetting that what matters the most is interior. They forget that beauty doesn't last forever. Beautiful hands wrinkles, enchanting voices begin to crack, once mesmerizing face becomes nothing just a helpless reflector of one's grieve of losing something that they cherished the most; beauty. One thing just one thing that ages like a fine wine is heart; can make you a king or a rag.Fall in love with a beautiful heart,will make your life heaven on this planet, make your tenure on this planet bearable because life itself is a collection of sadness and sometimes happiness.  People say beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder that's true because nobody can make an ugly eye realise what's beautiful. We tend to limit  meaning of the word "beauty". Sometimes I wonder  what actually is beautiful or what if we don't even the justifiable use this word? Possibility of this happening are seamless.
But actually one thought that makes me curious is we call a scenery beautiful, a painting beautiful, a baby beautiful, weather  beautiful and the list goes on and on. All of these things are so different varying from abstract to real but a connected with one root that is "beautiful", if all of the above is beautiful," is there any fixed standard of beauty?" If not who decided that having a pale skin, big eyes is beautiful? That were the basis of that selection?Which other options were there to choose from?
If only people all around the world and korea as well eere bit more self-appreciating teenagers wouldn't have been crying about their looks,their insecurity regarding their weight and parents wouldn't have been offering plastic surgery to their kids as their 16th birthday present. No doubt sometimes even I start to question if I'm enough decent looking?Am I even allowed to go out during daylight? Yes, these thoughts haunt me because 

   I'm a human too.

But I always keep on reminding myself each and everyday that,"It doesn't matter what you are made off all that matters is how long can you go". I'm flawed, I'm tammed but I'm who I am and that's what makes me me. Nobody's unique not even me we all are just the same we become happy when we're pampered, we cry when in pain, we get sad when separated from one we love. We're just the same but why do we search ways to inflict pain to others and most importantly in form of comments about someone's appearance. The world might never know.

"Earth to you, my Bestfriend" spits Miss Dim sweetly as she brings me back to the reality.

"Wait and watch, I'll make your life living hell" with that she showed her ass swing as she made her way to the interview cabin.

I simply rolled my eyes, Calm down Calm. It's not like she haven't tried something stupid before.

5 minutes before the interview starts, please be ready,Miss, some honey boy said.

{Lights, camera, action}

"Hello, good morning ladies and gentlemen it's your host Miss Kim and you're watching Today's Talk with Kim.

I'd like like to extend a warm welcome towards our guest of the day Miss Agustina, a young lady who gets finer and finer with every passing day. Please welcome her with a huge round of applause.

Upon hearing that I laughed a little and made my entrance with a huge smile.

You look lovely today,Miss Agustina"

"So do you, Miss Kim"

*30 minutes later*
"It's been fun talking to Miss Park and we'd continue chit chatting after this small break."

Andd Cut

With that I straightaway headed to my Vanity waiting eagerly to get done with this interview.

*After break*
I headed back to my usual spot.

"So missPark, as everyone is curious I'd like to know what are your future plans for Park Incoperations?"

"I'd like to keep that a secret, I replied with a tight smile." I told her team not to ask any personal questions not even a single, they really don't know how to respect a guests privacy.

Another question that's on my mind and of course in minds of many others is

"How do you feel about dating Mr Lee?"

"That's it, I'm leaving, I stood up and began to move a voice echoed through the hall."

"Of course you won't answer because rich bratty kids like you do nothing just leach on all the money you get."

I tried to avoid and move on

"Oh look at her attitude such a spoiled teen."

I made my way back and made an eye contact with Miss Kim,

"Listen you old hag it ain't my fault you're having midlife crisis at age of 25, well it doesn't matter how old are you because we all can see how perfectly your life is going boyfriend got a chick, your movie flopped, producers refused to work with you maybe you can fix it all if only you drop this bitchy attitude of yours but alas something things were meant to be shitty. Next time, if you ever get an opportunity to interview get your facts right about your guest,number 1 I'm not a teen. Number 2, I never date oldies."

With that I left the room.

I'M DOOMED!!
I'M SO DEAD!!!

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I was going through some though time so I wasn't updating but now I'm going to post regularly.Thanks for all the support.Sorry I didn't proofread as I was not in right state.
Please feel free to correct me as I legit butchered grammar and kind of want to get it fixed!

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