Do you think,it's safe?
Maybe it's, maybe it's not but do I have any other option?
But nothing on this whole planet worth more than life itself, how hard is that to understand?
You're right, but how can I live without my life?
I understand but You're being delusional, right now.
"You're being delusional, right now" Maybe I'm (slight painful smile clearly visible ) "You understand" stop telling me lie of you understanding my pain. My friend, always remember only person who understands the pain is the one who's going through not anybody else. Beside that You know, love is a strong emotion, you don't want to calculate it you don't want to regulate it. Sometimes just sometimes it gets so powerful it makes you do things that weren't meant to be done in first place.This emotion can either make you or break you. If I knew the true love was like this, I can’t be sure if i’d have tried it.
Okay , maybe I don't understand or feel your pain but I do understand rules and regulations, Can't you meet in like two days or maybe tomorrow morning?
Wish I could, but couldn't. I can't stand anymore sleepless nights, those heart shattering thoughts anymore not just anymore. We'd be leaving tomorrow morning at 5 a.m. and now it's 2 a.m. I've got only three hours to get answers, answers to which I have every right to know, ones I deserve to know . I deserve to know," Was I not enough?", I deserve to know," Was my heart played with from the start?", I deserve to know, "Wasn't I worth it?, I deserve answers, I deserve closure to this chapter of my life.
Do whatever you want to do but beware, be safe, try not to get mugged or murdered. Last thing I want is you to get hurt because I care about you.
With last look in the mirror the said latter leaves the room dolled up in all black.
I hope my friend's pain comes to an end, may nature be by his side. May time shows it's magic soon with that individual re-enter their room in hope of getting even slight bit of sleep.
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Perfect Strangers
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