The way the turtle falls (TMNT fan fic)

One more chance(Chapter 8)

Umm how long has it been? *nervously sweats* oh well here is chapter 8... XD hope you guys are happy now!! This is just a regular chapter

I struggled in Leo's arms. 
"Donnie." Leo whispered. His arm's were trying to keep me in place. I shook my head. 
"Please stop." I whimpered, maybe my wings could help me free. At the moment Raph decided to bolt through the door. 

"Donatello!" Raph grinned. Leo looked up, locking eyes with the hot headed turtle. Raph's face turned grim and gave a low nod. I bit in my lip. 
"What do you want?!" I screamed out. Slamming my shoulder's against Leo's. "To take me back to Shredder?!" I growled. Leo frowned. His grip loosened on me, he slowly backed away. Horror gleaming through his eyes. 
"Donatello please I love you." Leo whispered. I shook my head. 
"STOP LYING!" I screamed, covering my hands over my ears and screaming. My eyes drooped close, as the darkness started to envelop me, I allowed my knees to break. The pounding of feet. 
"See!" Mikey shouted. "This is what you did to him."My brother!" He growled, a smile was folding in... Mikey was good, Mikey was safe to around.
"Mikey I was only acting on sensei's orders." Leo protested.
"Master Splinter doesn't want Donnie dead you do Leonardo!" Mikey growled. Mikey grunted, I opened my eyes to see Raph shove Mikey across the room.
"Shut up Mikey! No one wants Donnie dead!"
"Yeah you do..." I mumbled. I was just the useless scientist, used. Tortured through my own life, science wasn't just a hobby, it was religion. Required time, dedication, sense was the only thing that brought me peace. This is what science created though, a mumbling freak curled on the floor too scared to confront anything.
"Shut up!" Raph warned again, tears were rolling down Mikey's face.
"Why won't you leave us alone." Mikey mumbled, squeezing the red lump developing on his arm.
"Leave him alone!" His free hand thrust towards me. Raph lowered his head, for just a second I caught sadness run through his eyes.
"Mikey... Little brother... When..." Raph's voice cracked. "When you went to save Donnie... We...I thought we'd lost you... Or Shredder was going to do something horrible to you."
"Like this!" I boomed out. Leo looked back at me.
"Yes Donnie, like that."  He whispered hesitantly.
I buried my head back into my knees after that, my wings taking shelter over my body.

"Where is sensei then?!" I taunted.
"The lair." Raph reported.
"Just one more chance Donnie!" Leo blurted.
"One more chance for what? By the way in case you haven't noticed, I don't like torture." A growled coldly. Leo smoothly took my wing, hands rubbed over the bone frame.
"Just come home." He begged.
"I am home!" I stood up, wings lightly throwing Leo off.
"Coward!" Raph screamed... I froze. Suddenly I felt like Marty Mcfly from Back to the future, brings his courage up to run away... Only to be called Chicken or yellow bellied... Was I a coward? I closed my eyes absorbing those words. Was I gonna pull a Marty and yell that no body calls me chicken? My head turned, just a little to meet Raph's determined eyes.
"I..." The words choked back into my throat. Raph's eyes sunk.
"Just come home Donnie." Leo soothed, taking another step to me.
"Why?!" Mikey demanded. Raph looked back at Leo.
"Why? Because look at Donnie he needs help!"
"I am helping him!"
My head turned between to two arguments.
"Here." Raph pressed the shell shaped phone in my hands. I blinked and raised it with hesitant caution to my ear.
"Raphael? What's wrong?" A Japanese accent asked. I bit in my lip.
"Its Donatello... Actually." I corrected, something felt good about being right.
"My son," You could immediately hear the difference between the tones. "Your alive." He almost whooped with joy, of course sensei wasn't the kind of guy to whoop.
"Ye..." I almost began. "Hai." I looked back at my family, before deciding to take comfort in my room.
"Where have you been?"
"The farm house sensei," I think he started to talking to me, but the words all zoned out. "Father." I whispered. Father, a word we rarely used. "I'm scared."
"Me too my son, please come home," Master Splinter started to beg. I shook my head. "Please I will protect you."
"See sensei," I started slowly, breath in, breath out. "You said that last time, in fact you said that many times over. Then I got captured, I got tortured, once again you whispered those words. You see what those words made!" My voice rose up higher, I think sensei tried to say something again but I pushed it away. "Fake hope good job Master Splinter." I growled sarcastically.
"One more chance Donatello." The old rat whispered... Was he crying? Those words again. One more chance. Wasn't the last time that one last chance? Chance was a game of dice. The call ended.
"I'm sorry," The words left my lips before I lowered my hand. "ARGH!!" I yelled out, throwing the phone across the room. My arm muscles sparked with pain.
"Donnie!" I think Raph yelled. That didn't matter. Why was I so useless!? The only thing I, Donatello Hamato could do was ruin lives or be used. I was Shredder's toy, Stockman's experiment. Raph's punching bag, the names kept piling on. I was nothing.
"Oh hey Donnie what's the answer to this? Hey Don solve this bomb." I screamed covering my ears. If I died right there the only thing that would make them cry is I couldn't be there slave anymore!
"Just..." I forced out the words. "Just take me home."

Aw Donnie... Yeah I don't really know how else to end this!! I just remembered there's an update on this other depressing book I need catch up on... Soon bye!!
Vote/comment/follow
-Ninja out