The way the turtle falls (TMNT fan fic)

Training(Chapter 5)

Intensity! thats all im gonna say! have fun! *evil smile*

I couldn't stop shaking, the Shredder, Purple Dragons, now the Kraang after me... Why was I so special? I could tell I gained weight some weight from back under the Shredder's custody, I studied my wrist under my lamp. Bones, I thought the wrappings we wore over our wrists would cover them, I'd forgotten the fact my entire arm was mostly bone.

"You feeling OK?" Leo whispered as we walked passed my door, I directed my eyes away from him.
"Hey Donnie?" Leo sat on my bed, a light hand was rubbed on my neck. "It'll all over soon, I promise." I didn't want to see his eyes, or he see mine.
"You don't know that." I moaned.
"No... No I don't," Leo admitted. "But you need to trust me, please your my little brother." Leo's hand was shaking as he gripped mine.
"I know Leo... But, I want to hope that everything will be alright...please." I sobbed, I wanted to something I was never going to get.
"Donatello." Splinter's voice said quietly. I jerked up my head.
"Sensei?" That name... What was it? It was the name of an inventor, a scientist, fighter... He hoped, he wanted more than he could get. He stood by the people that he thought could help... The people that lied. His eyes weren't trying to hide his fear.
"My son, are gifted with a beautiful mind, but you can't understand that we are not perfect... Please trust us, and we will never abandon you." I took in a nervous whiff of water. I trusted them, didn't I? Raph came in, I guess they realised that massaging the tip of my wings calmed me, because that's what Raph started doing. I closed my eyes, don't let the tears fall... Please no... I clenched my fist.
"I... I don't know." I bowed my head, using my wings to try and cover my head..
"Its alright Don." Raph smiled.
"What are family for?!" Mikey hugged me. I smiled, he must of snuck in. Family, that word. What did it mean?
"Just please don't forger no matter what... We're here for you." Leo said, I gave a slow nod.
"I'll...try." I gave a low reluctant nod.
"That's all can you do." Raph smiled.

"He's getting worse... Those kraang really scared him." Leo muttered from the dojo, I closed my eyes. My hand pulled back from the fridge. My heart was speeding up, were they talking about me? My wings started to drop on the floor.

"Hey Donnie?" Raph whispered, they must of stopped for a drink break. I bit in my lip.

"I'm alright!" I growled, Raph jumped back.

"Woah dude... I didn't ask?" Raph was trying to hold back some emotion. I couldn't grip which one...

"I'm... sorry..." We're the only words I could find. Raph nodded, he was trying so hard, trying to be strong for me. I pulled my wings up, making a mental note to prun them soon.

"Donatello?" Splinter said quietly, I jumped. Where did he come from?!

"Yes sensei?" I asked, lowering my neck into my shell. Splinter's eyes did not fail to show me how scared he was of me. Worry was an emotion that seemed to shine in everyone's eyes towards me. Make them see my point of view! You be tortured, you get triple mutated, you... My face screwed up.

"Donatello?" Splinter looked scared at me, I allowed the tear to fall.

"Yes?" I asked, my fist was clenched, hidden behind my wing.

"Would you like continue our 'sessions?'" He asked, I nodded.

"Yes please sensei." I admitted, I trusted him, he wasn't part of my rescue mission. Splinter smiled.

"TV time!" Mikey shouted, he sprinted from the kitchen straight to the beanie. I frowned, that was my beanie. Ok not officially, but that was the one I'd taken to pretty much BE mine. I followed Master to the dojo, he sat under the tree and gestured next to him. I nodded and sat next to him.

"Breath Donatello," Splinter said, I took in a fresh gulp of water. "Slowly," His voice was calming, my muscles relaxed. Shoulders set in a tensed, sinking into my shoulder. Time seemed to sink by and Splinter spoke softly to help me. Splinter shook my shoulder lightly. "It's alright," He pulled his hand up, explaining it was time for the other part of my training.

"CHRIS AWESOME ATTACK!" Was shouted from outside the door. I rolled my eyes, normal occasion I would be in my lab. Studying, actually using my time... Now there was no point, I was caved in a house of traitors. Of liars, the kind of people you put your hope and trust into... just to get squeezed into nothing... just the voice of a memory of who you used to be... Splinter pulled out a spare staff, he went to attack me, I quickly flipped back, my knees started to buckle. I breathed in. My landing struggling. Splinter looked at me, I nodded, falling back into a battle stance. Splinter looked at me scared. I forced a smile and tried to charge at me. My fist curled into a punch. Splinter allowed me to punch him. My knuckles hurt as they hit his snout, no! Why was I so weak?! Splinter looked at me, lightly flipping me to the ground. I groaned, pulling my self to my feet. My feet were struggling to hold me.

"Do you want to end?" Master Splinter looked at me, I knew he was worried for my safety.

"No!" I said, panting. I sprinted at him, my fist forward. Legs giving my a boost, my skin felt fur, Splinter stumbled back. A smile was flashed at me, my legs broke under me. Once Splinter caught himself, he grabbed me.

"Well done my son." I bowed my head.

"Thank you Master Splinter." I hugged him, face buried into his kimono. Splinter held me tightly.

"There they are!" Rahzar's voice rung through the lair. My knees buckled. Splinter was trying to hold me.

"It's alright." He whispered. I shook my head, why me?!

"You can't have him!" Leo growled. I smiled, they pretended to care back then. Liars. My body was giving in, no point to fight... no... Blackness was the final thing I saw...

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Light slammed in my face. "Wake up!" Shredder growled. I groaned. My nightmare was here....

MWHAHA!! more torture! i wasn't done before!! aww he hates his bros!! its ok! youll hate them more later!! just wait a bit kay don? ok! *grins and pats his head* your soo cute donnie! i wanna squeeze your cheeks!! ahlvk,vldf,mvlkdfmv... i mean *coughs* yeah good chapter.... *looks around nervously* right....

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