The way the turtle falls (TMNT fan fic)

A monster(Chapter 7)

Deep! Ahh my baby! 😭😭

I breathed deeply, Mikey was different... the way he was looking at me, fear. Was this because of the monster I became? Because Shredder tore me apart. All I wanted to do was live, what was so wrong about that? What was so bad about that? 

"D? You ok?" Mikey frowned, blue eyes laced with worry. Even under the shaded farm house hat he wore I could tell he was scared. I forced a smile, but wasn't very hard to see my painful lie between my shaking lips and the fact my eyes wouldn't hit a single target. Mikey nodded. That was thing I loved most about Mikey.  He stayed strong, or at least tried. For me. That was just the kind of person Mikey was, he knew when you were hurting. Then gave himself the job of cheering you up. He was my best friend and no matter what happens... I'll just for him.

"There are lights on!" Someone shouted side the house. I froze. I knew that voice... Mikey shoved me towards my room. Pain shot up my boney shoulder. I winced, Mikey looked back at me. I noticed the apology in her eyes, but at the same time got his message. Hide! Blankets curled over me I tried to listen to make out what was said. Mikey's voice was raised. Who was it?
"No! Leave him alone!" Mikey screamed. Me? Were the Foot here? Kraang? Dread was sinking in. No, I allowed the sob to rise higher. Then again... Where the gun shots? The fighting screams.
"Get away!" He growled.
"Michelangelo let us see our brother!" Leo shouted. Leo... No... My heart was screaming. The traitor... The liar...

I sighed laying down the pencil. Water... I stretched my hand over the old desk, dust brushing away as my webbed hands drew it away. Time waring down my eyes.
"D?" Mikey frowned, walking slowly into my room. I forced a smile, no matter how much it hurt I lived by a new rule. Keep Mikey happy... Even if it was lie. The pity in his eye hurt me. Least my wings were healing. Hadn't flown in what felt like years. Mikey was staring at me. His eyes full of wonder. I clenched my jaw.
"I'm fine." I growled, before he burst with questions. Mikey nodded, I get the feeling he'd given up with the hesitant broken heart.
"I brought your coffee." Mikey said down the mug on my table. I smiled at him.
"You didn't have any before right?" Painful memorises rising. Mikey shook his head.
"Not this time."
This time... What did those words mean? Did it mean everything would be the same...? But nothing ever was... My fist clenched under the table. I was so alive. Life at his highest peak. An amazing family, people that would stand by my side no matter what... So I thought. Until I was tortured. Triple mutated... Broken down... Now I was nothing. Crying myself to sleep, silently hiding under my bed. Only myself to sooth the memories that sunk to yhe surface every night. My wings were starting to relax. Message... Yes he knew we're to hit. I smiled at him. Mikey grinned.
"What you writing?" He asked, I placed the book to my chest. On my heart... Right where it hurt the most.
"Donnie?" He asked, hand reaching to my journal. I slapped his hand away. The hurt in his eyes, hurt more than it really should've. Mikey shook his head. All he'd given to me. Protected me from...my demons. Or as what they call themselves... My brothers... Traitors...

Tears were rolling down my cheek.
"You... Can't..." Mikey groaned... I shook my head into my pillow. Why was he here? What did he want?!
"MICHELANGELO!" Leo's voice had warning in it.
"Just leave him alone." Mikey sobbed, they were right out my door now. I stood up.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted. "Why did you come here anyway you wanted me dead!" I growled. The fear in Leo's face was obvious. Eyes darting to grip me. It confused me...he looked at me like I was lying to get out of something...
"Donnie..." He softly whispered. The urge to punch him was strong, but in my condition I'd do more damage to myself. Leo drew in a breath. He leaped forward. I put a foot back. An attack! This just proved. Hands were going around my shell. Was he hugging me?

Donnie!! Its ok! He wants to help you!! No stop!! Wah! *slams fist on floor sobbing*
Haha kidding.... But that's  it feels writing this!! Haha...wahh!!
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