Love In Hell (D.D.)

1.29 "Fucking Merle!"

A few days later. Morning. 

We were all sitting in the group room eating breakfest. I was sitting next to Daryl on the stairs. I looked at Carl. He wasn't eating either. I leaned my head on Daryl shoulder while he ate.

He wisperd "You need to eat"

I whispered "not hungry"

He put some cornflakes on his spoon and held it infront of my mouth.

I shook my head. 

Daryl whisperd "Ken, eat"

I opened my mouth a bit.

He shoved the spoon in and then back out.

I gulped it down "happy?"

He shook his head and i sighed. 

Dad walked in through the backdoor and looked around "Everybody okay?"

Maggie nodded"yeah, we are"

I shook my head "not really "

Hershel looked at him "what about you?"

Dad "i cleared the boiler block. "

Daryl "how many where there?"

Dad shrugged "I don't know. A duzen, two duzen. I have to go back. Just wanted to check on Carl and Kendall"

Glenn stood up "Rick, we can handle taking all the bodies. Okay, you don't hav-"

Dad "No, i do"

Then he walked to Daryl "Everyone have a gun and a knife?"

Daryl nodded "Yeah. We're running out of armo, though. "

Glenn "Maggie and i were planning on taking a run this afternoon. "

Daryl "i cleared out the generator room. Axel's there trying to fix it. "

Dad nodded "good. good. good"

He walked back out. 

I stood up "Dad!"

He stopped but then left the door.

 I sighed and walked through the other door out of the cellblock. 

Daryl yelled after me "Ken!"

I walked out and to the watchtower. I walked upstairs and sat down. I leaned against the wall. 

Suddenly i began to cry. 

It was all too much for me. 

Carl and i aren't talking. 

Dad isn't talking to either of us. 

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I must have fell asleep because i felt someone shaking me. 

Voice "Kendall, get up"

Daryl.

I groaned and shook my head "I'm tired"

Daryl "Come on, Kendall"

I sat up and opened my eyes. 

I raised an eyebrow  "What?"

the sun was still up.

I sighed "What do you want, Daryl? i'm tired"

Daryl "i know that you are tired but someone was standing in our front door. Rick let her in."

Me "I don't wanna talk to him"

Daryl sighed "Come inside, Ken. "

I shook my head. He took his keys off and put then on my lap.