1pre-teen 2 friendships and 3 BFF's

chapter 1

Journal Entry 1: 08/26/11

Ok so I am going to be completely honest starting now. So right now I am writing in my english journal my teacher Mrs.Colemen has this theory that every teen (or in my case soon to be teen) has a lot of crap going on in their life so she wants us to write everything we feel in this journal everyday. She is going to read it at the end of every week and going to make a grade on how much we express ourselfs but I think thats crap too. Well here it is Im not sure what im supposed to write about but I guess  I can write someithin later.....

Ok talk to you later Ill find something more deep to talk about . Bye! - Love, Susy

 The bell rang making me jump for I had just spent 35 minutes of class writing my journal entry and it wasn't even good . I saw Journey walking in the big room, she was looking for a good seat in class next to kari,her best friend.By the way Journey is my best friend ,...well i thought she was.

 Me and Journey met in school last year she is the craziest chick I've ever met and I'm not the only one who thinks so.At first we didn't know each other very well but we started to talk bit by bit and we also had 2 classes together every A and B-Day. Man we had some laughs and on field trips we would always be each other's partner.

There were really bad times too sometimes I feel guilty for ending our friendship  I was bad to her and I just dont really want to think about it . Now we only have 1 class together and that is Social Studies but she sits with Kari and Genny during class.I walk quickly out the door trying not to get noticed, every time I see Journey she makes my heart jump..... ( Susy ----->)

I still want her to be my best friend but...

"Susy!? Hey I didn't know you had this class before me ? cool" she said trying to sound as interested in my schedule as she was in books. "Yea , I have Mrs.Colemen this perio... I mean las..... well I.. I a.. have her the umm.. the period before you .. yea . so I... um.. I.. got to go don't want to be late.. you know for class... see ya around" I said murmuring and stuttering everyword. "See ya later!" Journey yelled though she was only a foot away from me. I paced down the hallway and thought of everything I just said and decided I sounded like and idiot. "Nice way to start the year stupid Susy!! Gosh!! why do I have to be so ....soo... so...UGHHHH!!!"

 For the rest of the day I couldn't keep focus all my teachers talked to me like I was some freakin monkey trying to learn how to play the harp!! They would spell out words for everyone and some didn't even bother to teach the whole class because they didn't want to waste their times on the bafoons of school that think they own this place. Well I wouldn't blame them If I was a teacher HERE I would have killed myself a long time ago.

Logan High was the worst school in the state of Texas period.

If you want to know more visit chapter dos (2) !