chapter 4

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I sat on Journey's bed, my hands buried in my face and I could barely breath. I couldn't stop crying I was just bottled up in what seems a thousand gallons of tears. Journey was telling me everything would be alright but it just made it worse, I let my hands fall to my side and let myself look up but only decided I couldn't bare it. The pictures of Journey and kari and genny made me feel sick, my stomache did twists and turns just knowing I was once that best friend and not them.

 "Journey... I'm going home I'm sorry but I .... I just cant stand this... I 'll talk to you later.." I said walking towards the door muttering my goodbye.

" Susy I still need to tell you something though... can you at least stay for that?......that's the only reason I invited you.. so can you just come here?.." Journey almost yelled sounding kind of mad but more annoyed. "Uhh yea.... sure .... what is it?" I said not even caring about what she was going to tell me. " I was wondering if you could like not talk to me during school anymore?.....I'm sorry I have to tell you this .... and I don't mean to sound mean ........ but I'm getting a reputation a good one and your really young and nerdy and kind of akward ....... and that will ruin it .... I'm sorry but we can talk out of school just not during sorry....."she said rudely trying to sound sorry for herself.

"What?!... is that what you had to say to me ?... I thought you were a good person... what's wrong with you ? Look I don't care if you dont want to talk to me because you want to protect your 'reputation'  but I cant believe your doing it know ?? " I said feeling hatred sprouting out from inside of me.

That was the last thing I said before walking out of her room and slamming the door behind me. I ran down the stairs and flew out the door,yelling I hate you in the air.

I was going to show her that she cant push me away so easily, in the end of this year she will be begging to be my best friend. She'll see..... she'll see....

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sorry chapter is so short ill try to upload the next chapter tomarrow no worries.......

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