1pre-teen 2 friendships and 3 BFF's

chapter 6

Journal Entry 8: 09/04/11

It's been a week since I tried to get revenge on Journey it hasn't exactly gone the way I've wanted to, but I'm still trying.

My first attempt was on wendsday ,I was going to confront Journey of sleeping with a guy from the track team,but right when I walked on the baseball field where Journey was trying out for softball I froze when everyone was with Journey.Loving her,admiring her, kissing up to her, she just wrapped everyone on that field around her finger.

I walked up to her and she motioned me away from the crowd and whispered something in my ear when I got close."What did I tell you? Dont talk to me during school Im sorry..But just go.." She said still smiling at a girl on the sidelines talking to the coach."Uhh yea ok"

I ran out as fast I could and didn't think about Journey the rest of the day.

That was my attempt and I think my last one I don't know if I can do this..-Susy

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(Flash back)

I just finished my Journal Entry when I herd a knock on the classdoor i assumed it was another teacher but thats not who came walking in. It was a tall caramal colored Hispanic boy who came in. He had short hair ,was wearing black skinny jeans had a green buttoned down shirt and looked pretty young to me.He also had big round glasses but that didnt stop him from looking so handsome.

Mrs.Colemen had turned to him and saw that he was a new student. "

Class this is Sam and he is a new student from Warn(Wo-rn) Tower High School . " she said in a monotone and yelled to the entire class that we should make him feel very comfterble here and not bad for being the new kid.

I couldn't help but look at his face. I wanted him to also see mine.Just as I thought that he turned a chair next to me and sat down and stared at me hard. I finallly had the guts and the words to say something

"Umm Sam..Right?"I said more like whispered."Yea..Yea that's me"he said smoothly."Not to be mean but why are you ..why are you staring at me?Like dont want to be mean or.."I said but was cutoff by his question.

"Uhh Hi uhh what's your name?"he asked."Ohh my name is Susy ......."I said wating for him to say something."Cool ,how old are you?"he asked again."Ummm maybe you should tell me how old you are first."I said sounding defensive.

Mrs.Colemen turned her gaze at me and called me out infront of the whole class. She put her index finger to her lips and made a shhhhh... sound. I whispered sorry , and then started hear someone chuckling.No surprise but it was Sam."Why are you laughing?"I said yet again defensively while my cheeks started to get red.

"Haaahhha maybe you should answer my question first?..haha and besides that was funny."He said."By this time my cheeks were burning and then I just let it go and answered his question."I am 12 going to be 13 in about 3 weeks.How about you?"I said finally calm.

"Alright now that's an answer. Umm and I am 13 gonna turn 14 in about 4 months"he said. "Wait isn't that to young to be in high school?"I said curious if he was anything like me."Well yea, it is and that's cause I started school early.."he said before being inturrupted by Mrs.Colemen.

"You know it is funny when a teacher gets on you haha!" I said trying to make him annoyed like he did me."Ha-Ha-Ha not funny little Susy"he said mocking me when he said little."You know I was actually thinking to ask you to hang out with me but now its too late.."he said joking around with every word that came out of his mouth.

"I'm cool! I am ! I guess you'll just miss out on the coolness you have never expirienced."I was trying to say whispering in a confident voice. But I was still a bit shaky from when he said he was thinking to ask me to hang out with him.It made me blush.

Susy! snap out of it! You don't even know this guy! ok calm down let him respond...

"You think your cool ha?well fine I'll put you up to that..will you hang out with me?  I want to see how 'cool' you really are.." he said blushing a little."I will hang out with choo..You'll see how great I am ..You'll see."I said.

The bell rang and right before Sam could rush out of the classroom I caught up to him. "Hey Sam can I see your schedule? I want to see how many classes we have together .."I said a little shy and hiding behind my binder.

"Sure.."Sam said smoothly. I saw his schedule and his A-day was identical to mine I was in shock."Well I see your going to be seeing me every A-day for the rest of the year. Ain't that wonderful! Haahaha maybe we even have all our B-day classes together! who knows..""I said more overpowering than I ment to sound but I was just excited.

Inside my heart was rapidly beating and i was wondering if this boy was the cause of it.Ohh Susy!you dont even know this kid!Ughh just forget he will never like you.....