Various characters x reader

Ukitake x self harm reader (small lime)

Anime: Bleach

⚠️WARNING⚠️

This chapter will contain self harm as you can see in the title. Please be aware that self harm isn't a good thing.

Also there will be a small lime towards the end.

You watched as Kiyone and Sentarō argued with each other for the millionth time. You sighed to yourself quietly shaking your head. You were a member of squad four (Y/l/n) (Y/n). You were always seen taking care of squad thirteens captain Ukitake who's health wasn't a good one.

"Do you two ever stop arguing?" You asked causing the two to freeze. They slowly looked over at you before smiling. "Hello (Y/n)-chan!" They both cheered happily. You only smiled at them shaking your head. 'Honestly these two...' You thought.

"Captain is in his room!" Kiyone said smiling at you. You thank her waving goodbye to the two of them as you walk down the halls of squad thirteen. Once you reached Ukitake's room you quietly knocked on the door. "Captain Ukitake. It's me (Y/n). May I come in?" You asked calmly.

"A-ah! Yes come in!" You heard him reply. You opened the door and stepped inside. You saw Ukitake sitting at his table drinking a cup of tea. "Welcome back (Y/n)! How has your day been?" He asked giving you his usual kind and warm smile.

You looked at him silently enjoying his smile. "It's been alright." You said calmly as you went and took a seat next to him. 'It's actually been really terrible.' You thought as you quietly examined his body. He continued to try and have many conversations with you like usual.

He was always so happy and wanted to talk about almost anything. You were always surprised by him. Even though he knew he could die at anytime now he was still so carefree. You were jealous of him in some ways but at the same time you looked up to him.

"Alright your condition seems to be stable for the moment." You said nodding your head. He smiled at this taking a sip of his tea. "That's good to hear! So how's Unohana doing?" He asked. You flinched slightly. Your captain had always seemed sweet but you knew she was pure evil.

"S-she's doing just fine!" You said laughing slightly although it was a nervous one. "That's good to hear." He said nodding his head. You watched him silently. He was a handsome man who many woman loved. You'd always see Kiyone and Sentarō carrying many love letters or gifts for him from his many admirers.

Sometimes they'd even be seen trying to fend them off. You were jealous... they were so beautiful...tall and thin big in the chest area. You were a small and petite girl you didn't have a chest really. You sighed at this closing your eyes. 'Why can't I be like any of them...' you thought sadly.

"Hm? Is everything alright (Y/n)?" Ukitake asked tilting his head at you. You flinched slightly quickly waving your hands around. "I-I'm fine!" You stuttered out. He looked at you silently for a moment causing you to get a little nervous. He soon smiled his usual bright smile at you.

"That's good! Please don't push yourself!" He said happily. You let out a small sigh of relief before standing up. "I'm off now. Please take care of yourself captain Ukitake." You said calmly. He nods his head at you waving goodbye. You sighed exiting the room as you quietly made your way through squad thirteen.

You listened as everyone continued to talk about random things. "I heard Captain Ukitake doesn't have much time left to live." You heard someone whisper. This caused you to stop walking. "Really?! If that's the case why doesn't her hurry up and start a family?! There's so many beautiful women who would die to be his!"

You heard another yell. You bite your lip as you quickly walk out of squad thirteen towards your own squad. You didn't say anything for the rest of the day causing your fellow squad members to become worried.