"You don't get it, don't you? It's just that I'm tired " she sighed deeply, staring at the picture she held. She remembered all those times she spent on adventures and how happy she once was before reality hit her hard. She lost her everything and everyone person she had, one by one they left her all on her own. There she was the only soldier in the battlefield fighting alone just to save herself. Dark circles around her eyes clearly showing her lack of sleep.
"I want to understand, that's why I'm here. I want to know what happened all of sudden that you turned like.... this. The always smiling joyful girl, now sitting here so helpless and hopeless The cheery girl nowhere to be found,why? I really want to know what happened suddenly that you changed." He stared at her trying to read her expression , with the hope of getting his answer.
"Which smiling girl do you speak of? The girl who always plastered a fake smile and used it as a disguise? The girl who cried nights ? Or the girl who tried finding one reason to live one more day ? Who denied every time to use those sharp blades ? You don't get it! I'm so damn tired of all this! Tired from fighting each and everyday , from putting on this mask , from hiding this terrible mess inside , tried from all this. You ask me what's wrong with me ,when I myself can not clearly figure it out. When I myself cannot figure these mixed up feelings , its like I don't know what to feel anymore ,everything just seems so wrong. I'm not even sure of what to call it, Depression ? Anxiety? I just don't know anymore...." He looked at the girl in front of her, she was different from the girl he recognised as, this girl was broken like she's holding on to each last piece of hope left and never had he seen her so vulnerable as she was right now.
He knew no words could comfort her so he stepped forward and wrapped her in her arms tightly. Cooed in her ear rubbing her back in round motions and whispered in her ear, "Let me hold you tonight. I don't know what happens tomorrow but let me hold you and I promise I'll make it all okay not forever but for tonight. I'll make it all okay just for you..." He looked straight into her eyes , the swollen red eyes from endless nights she cried but only she knew. He caressed her cheeks with, "Shh I'll do it even if I have to break myself into pieces just to complete you I'll do it , I'm ready to sacrifice my everything just to see that smile again. "
She smiled at him and with little hope left she spoke the next words, "Then hold me together for I'm afraid I might fall apart. Just please,tonight just say you won't let go" And with this he held her tight ,"Never will I ever let you fall apart but would be their always to hold you together and nor would I ever let go , never" and they stayed holding each other forever , with every bit of strength they had.
A/N
So yeah HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (better late than never) So this is a Valentine's special chap for you guys. I yet had to edit it but as my friend suggested that I should post it as a Valentine's day special so I didn't edit it. But yeah I still hope you like it and comment down your view below.
The song above is "Say you won't let go" by James Arthur and if you want to suggest any song for this chap or for my other poems or short stories then feel free to comment below or text me :) Have a great day ♥♥♥
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