The Listener (Superntural)

Chapter 10

"Hello? Do you need help?" I heard Dean say again into the phone. I started to tear up again. Gabriel was going to send me to them. He was going to make me come in contact with them.

"You already know my problem. But thanks for picking up." I said into the speaker. I then hung up on him. I tossed the phone into my pillow as I stood up. I heard Dean walk down the hallway. He came in my room without knocking and I turned to look at him. 

"How did you get that number?" He asked me. There was something wrong. I wasn't supposed to have that number. 

"I didn't get it. I did what I was told to do for the first time in my life and you picked up. Congratulations." I told him in a snarky tone. He then looked at my pillow to see that the phone was laying there. 

"Who gave you that phone?" He asked after a couple of moments of silence. I wiped away the tears and sniffled, which made Dean look at me.

"Just a friend. He told me that the ones who answered it would be able to help me out. I guess that he was going to hae me come in contact with y'all afterall." I said. Talking about Gabriel, my best friend, made my voice shake. Dean never broke eye contact with me as I stood there, trying to hold back the tears.

"Come here." He told me. I walked to him and he pulled me into a hug.

"You don't need to cry. Your friend knew what he was doing. Just call that whenever you need something. Sam and I will always pick it up." He whispered to me. I swallowed back some tears and Dean felt me shake in his arms.

He let me go and smiled at me. He really was like a big brother to me. I then realized how much I truely missed my family. I sighed and sat on my bed.

"If you don't mind, I'd rather be alone right now." I looked at Dean and he nodded his head. He said nothing as he walked out of the room. He shut the door as he left the room. 

Once I knew that he was a good distance away, I started to cry. I missed my family. I wanted to go back to them and tell them that I was sorry for leaving. I wanted to go find Gabriel and make him listen to me. I could go into Heaven, Hell, and Purgatory. He had to be somewhere in those.

Then I realized that I wouldn't be able to let any of them go if I went back. I would want to stay with my family. I would want to stay with Gabriel. This was my life for now. No Family. Just me. That was all that I had. Just me and I wasn't even that worth holding on to at this point.

I wasn't sure if anything that I had was even real. The trick that the angels played on me, really messe me up. Then the dreams that I had been having about me in a hospital... What if all of this was fake? Which was even real?

"I hope that you have your ears on, darling. It's time for some more groceries. I hope I gave you enough time to recover from that nasty djinn." I heard Crowley tell me. I sighed and opened my eyes. I needed to write this down. I went to my desk and pulled out a pen and paper.

"This one is more for you then the brothers. I need you to close one of my gates. I'm trying to make demons realize that they need to control themselves while we are under attack. So that's what you have to do. It's a gate in Oregon. The moose will find it for you." He told me. I wrote it all down and I looked at the paper.

"I suppose that I should tell you how to get it shut. You'll need the colt. There will be a couple of ropes and pulleys that you'll have to reset. When you leave you lock it with the colt. Also, my dog will be wating there for you. He'll not hurt you, but the Winchesters get near him. Well you'll havea a problem. He's not over them killing his sisters." He instructed me. I made sure to rite all of this down on a stolen stationary from a hotel. I smiled when I realized that it was what I thought it was.